This is me.
This is all I ever will be.
I deserve to burn.
In hell.
That's what I'm told.
Every day and night,
I ask myself,
'Is this true?'
I lay awake,
staring at the dark ceiling,
Cold and stuck.
Trapped.
Alone.
He still lay next to me silently.
But it brings me no comfort to know that he was still there.
He cries.
In his dreams.
I hear sobs and screams from next to me.
Yet I am pitiless.
They comfort me.
I am sick.
No matter how much he breaks, I will not fall.
No matter how much he puts up this fake personality.
I will not fail.
Because I know it's not true.
Unreal.
A facade.
He is sorry, deep down.
And so am I.
But it won't stop what he's done to me.
Acts such as those
Can not be excused.
Can never be excused.
You deserve to burn in hell.
You are the villain.
You are the monster.
And I want to Escape.
A/N: hope you guys liked this. This is a prologue also.
word count: 182 words.
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Abuse 《 Matthias X Reader 》
FanfictionThis is the story of a girl who hid in the shadows and ran. But for no longer. (( This is rewrite of a story I wrote on my deleted profile )) (I only tagged unlimited prode because donations to charities)
