depression is a big word

chapter one

I'm all alone in this world. I'm just a piece of shit that isnt important. If I was to die no one would care, would they? No they wont." As those last thoughts were running through her head as she was leaning across the bars debating to herself whether this is the right thing.

As she started to fall she was fully committed that was until something random happened. A hand grabbed her trying to to pull her up with as much strength as they could. The magic person still bearing all the weight pulling her up.
" LET GO!" She shouted.

"WHY SHOULD I" he replied about to get her to saftey.

"NO ONE CARES ABOUT ME" she shouted again.

"WHAT THE FUCK YOU CANT SAY THAT WHAT ABOUT YOUR MUM OR DAD"

"THEY'RE DEAD OK! they're dead" she slowly starts go cry a river making the boy pity her. Deadly silence fills the air and makes her think and think again over and over again about her parents death.

"I'm... I'm sorry, but besides them there must be someone. Anyone, at all" she looks up at him and stares in his eyes as she shakes her head no. " well now you have me" he kindly smiles at her even though she isn't looking. " we may not know each other but I'm always here for you ok? I promise we can be friends and as long as you live I will find a way to make you happy even if that means doing something stupid" As soon as he says that the school bell went off telling them that 1st lesson has started " I'm very sorry but I have to go, my English teacher is very strict" he bends down a little to meet her eyes " I hope to see you again happy and smiling" he kisses her forehead and starts to walk away with a big grin on his face.

As she finally woke from her daze she was about to shout, he was already gone. " who are you kind, handsome stranger, who are you to be my hero. And hopefully my new friend". From then on she promised to try to find happiness even if it's the smallest piece of happiness as can be.

" kind sir what is your name, who are you, where do you come from?" She took a breath as she tries to think of the words. " and of all why me? Why did you save me and not leave me to fall to my great death that would make me so at peace?"

As the mysterious man Walked away he smiled and answered her questions even though he was no where near. " because you are important to me, we may not know each other now but this changes in the future, I'm not from earth, nor am I from a planet, I'm from heaven,  to guide you." He said all to himself. " And in the future we are together. I think I'm already in love with you my dear."

The girl sitting on the roofs garden bench debating which way is the quickest to get down, throw herself off the roof or go by the stairs. School had already finished, ahead just didn't want to leave the peace and quiet.

Slowly standing up going towards the door that lead to the stairs. But as her hand reached the handle she turned back taking a last glimpse of where she met her prince, her first love, her angel.

" I dont want to forget you but how can I never forget? I forgot what i had eaten this morning and that was only today. Think. Think. THINK YOU STUPID BRAIN"  She started getting louder as she was hitting her head harder. " If only I could always see it.... wait a picture?! Yes, yes a picture if I take a picture I can print it and always remember" she exclaimed as she was taking her phone out of her bag.

As she took a picture she saw something moving in the bushes if the garden. " hello? Hello?" As she got closer and closer her heart bead got faster " please kill me, please kill me" she got to the bushes and nothing came out she decided to move the bushes. A small little puppy was shivering and making small whining sounds. " oh my God how are you up here? Are you cold? Come here" she said to the small little puppy.

He was shaking a lot so she decided to rush home with him in her arms and get him warm.

She came home with the puppy and some puppy and dog stuff like food and toys. While putting the puppy in his new bed she went and got a hot water bottle to lay him on. As she finally got some time to sit down and rest she finally took a proper look at the pup.

He was very small and looked like he was only a week old. He was as black as night. The pup was a border collie which was so adorable. " I wonder what you name is little one. I wonder if you have a name." As she grabbed a piece of fruit off the side a collar randomly appeared on the pup. " that wasn't there before, was it?" As she took a look at it she  read it out loud. " Hi my name is Shadow, please take care of me"

"No home either I think it's best if we stay together too. Just call me mum, I'll take good care of you I promise" she said to shadow.

As a guy in the clouds said " well done Shadow please take care of my love. We will meet again and tell me everything. Thank you for helping me goodnight". It was him from earlier the one that helped her. And like that the day came to an end and everyone fell asleep.

A/N
Hello so this is a book about BTS but I didnt want to tell you which member is the main character. All of them will be in the book at one point so don't worry. This is also a book which has lots of my true feelings. And thank you for reading bye xxxx