Into the eyes of the beholders.

Into the eyes of the beholders. (Nyx's story)

        I guess i should start by telling you about us. Yes there is three of us, me of course. My name is Nyx and im sorry but i dont really know yours so i shall call you deputy so and so. You cool with that? I hope so because your stuck with it. So lets start with my personality. I am pretty nice but if you get on my bad side i can be very cruel. I can be super funny on spur of the moment. Im pretty sarcastic also on the spur of the moment. I am a very likable person but im a total nerd so im not really "popular".  So yea im probablly a whole bunch of other things but i think you get the point. Now for my back story... Umm its kinda depressing so sorry. Alrighty then lets get started, it all started 17 long years ago. The day i was born my father didnt even show up or even sign my birth certificate so i pretty much dont have one. Once i was like 3 or 4 my mom remarried and had my brother cole. I absolutly hate my step dad and my brother(cole can be ok sometimes) Why do i hate them you ask? Well when i was around 8 or 9 i was half asleep and in comes my step dad and he lays down with me and starts to touch me where i was not compfortable with but at the time i didnt know what was going on untill like 5th/6th grade i never really told any of my family members i was scared they wouldnt believe and do something horrible and send me away or make me go to freaking conselours. So yea that's like my worst memory and i still havent told my family about what happened i dont know if i ever will. After knowing what he did to me i dont think i was ever going to trust any guy ever but my grandpa is the only one i trust. I really love him he's like my dad i went everywhere with him i was papa's little girl. He passed away though from liver and lung cancer and whole bunch of everything. I really wish he were here but i know that he will always be in my heart and i will always love him no matter what. I just wish he could be here to tell me what to do because i was so lost back then and i still am. Anyways yea i also am not close with my mom at all she just doesnt understand i wish i could tell my kids that i had anawesome relationship with my mom but id be lying. I am close with my grandma though so thats cool, and i have to awesome best friends who are here for me when i need them! Well that's all im going to talk about today goodbye deputy so and so! :/ ---Nyx

        Hey guys sorry its been awhile i forgot my account so this is a new story that im writing with my two best friends dani and christina aka ang3ltw1st(dani) kidandme030501(christina)

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