Loneliness
Everyday is the same for me that I never look at specific details and changes. Oblivious to the world around me. Living my life since it's given to me. Feeling lonely with so many people. Can't fit in since their standards don't meet mine. Is everyone like that or do I just bring out those sides of them, when they are around me? Hoping each day something may happen that changes my life and so that I never feel so lonely with so many around. Oh Dear God, did I ask for my death or for the feelings of loneliness to escape me. Then why, Oh Lord did I have to see a day like this where I am neither dead nor alive, without any feelings at all, just living like a corpse. Each day depressing as the rest. One day you may have pitied me, that I saw light and was drawn into a place where no pain or sadness can reach.
