lost chemisty

New beginning

"And it won't stop.Boom.Boom. Boooooom." I slowly but surely turn over in my bed and reach up for my phone to turn my alarm off.  I had to blink a coupke of times before my vision cleared enough for me to silent the alarm.God I swear I love this song.

They did a great collaboration on it how Chris browns and Sevyn Streeters voices mix... Oh My God I totally forgot why I even woke up! Today is the first day of my junior year and I couldn't be more excited man! Then after this year I only have one more year in that hellhole they call school. It's not like I don't have a great support system though.

My best friends in the whole world Ashley,Renee,Morgan and my wonderful boyfriend (who looks like a Greek God BTW) Alex Harper. Mhmm how I love me some white boys, Just because I date a white boy doesn't mean I don't love my lil caramel and chocolate babies either,but I wouldn't trade Alex for anything. Walking into my bathroom which was huge, I started to get ready for the day washing,drying then moisturising my face before throwing on some eyeliner making my cat eyes and some gold eye shadow, it was time for my hair. And you know being black(well I was mixed with black white and native american) I was graced with having my hair thick and naturally puffy.

Running the flat iron through my hair a couple of times until it hit mid back i turned it off and then proceeded to brush my teeth and gurgle.I move to my walk in closet to choose my chettah parachute pants and a black tank top. Getting on my tippy toes I grab my gold sandals slide my feet in and zip them up in the back, looking for my brown headpeace, I finally find it then go and get my gold necklace and earings. Now I look like a African Princess I smile at myself one last time before I make my way downstairs.

"Heyy baby!" my mother greets me as I take a stool. "Hey mommy,how did you sleep?" I ask her voice full of admiration."Good hunny ,well somewhat you know your father snores loud as hell"I look at my mother and laugh at her bluntness. "Yea okay mom your so crazy,but I have to go to school now I'm suppose to be meeting the girls,bye I love you"I yell out to my mom and dad as I sprint out of the house and into my ford explorer.. I turn the radio on and freeze when I hear the song"please don't judge me,and I won't jud- I hurried and turned it off before the tears could even come to my eyes..

I won't,I won't ,I won't think about him,I've moved on and he can't get to me anymore I tell myself as I turn into school.. "This is my new beginning"I mumble under my breathe.