The Music In Me

Sorry for grammatical errors for this is unedited please bear with me. Thank you readers! xx -H

*Prolouge*

I'm so tired.

So tired of loving someone that I know will just leave me hanging

He let me down but he make me rise again.

He hurt me and he's there to catch me on my downest.

I want to feel numb and don't feel nothing at all.

I don't want to feel what I felt when he let me hanging.

It is crashing me down.

Tearing me apart.

Like a stone he broke me with a hammer on his two bare hands

But the time that I fell into pieces he teach me how to complete the pieces of myself.

Why?

Why he need to do this when I always make him stay away from me?

Now I feel numb.

Even my senses.

They're not helping me.

As if they like my situation right now

I wanna hear them.

The people around me.

But even me....

I can't hear myself anymore.

I feel so useless.

Am I a deaf?

Or I can't just hear because the music is not loud

I try and try but I always end up tired

If I'll ask you....

If you'll try to put your foot into mine....

Can you hear the voice?

the music that is inside me?