Felicidade

38. Fifty shades of Kim Seokjin...

Jin takes my hand and drags me in his room. I'm embarrassed as hell. Why did he do that? What were they thinking! If he needed to talk he could wait until we had dinner. No! He had to stop them to talk to me right then! I am so mad right now.

He slams the door close behind him and looks at me in a weird way. Then he pushes me against him and pins me with the wall.

"Why are you making me worried like this? I told you it is dangerous to go anywhere alone now. Why didn't you listen to me?", Jin says holding my hands behind my back and pinning me with the wall behind. I can feel his breathing on my face.

Some moments ago I was feeling enraged. And now I feel like melting in his touch.

"I... I... I just needed to buy something. It was just a matter of time. I didn't want to disturb you.", I say lowering my eyes. I can't look at him. His blue eyes are burning like fire.

"Don't go anywhere without telling me. Do it again and I will lock you up in my house!", He says pulling me towards him and running his hand through the nape of my neck.

I can't answer anything to him right now. He is holding me down with his intense gaze... I feel trapped...

He suddenly spins me around and presses my front against the wall while kissing my neck. He runs his hand up and down my torso while touching my breast sometimes. I start to loose my control and lean towards him.

He pulls me against him and pulls my head back and starts biting through the side of my neck. I can feel him getting hard against me. No! Not now Jin!!

"Don't. Make. Me. Worried. Ridhi. I. Loose. My. Mind.", He says in between the kisses, under his breath. He sounds intoxicated. And even though I'm facing back I can feel his intense gaze on my neck.

He bows down and lifts me up on his shoulder suddenly and walks towards the bed.

"Jin! No! Not now. Please, put me down!", I punch him on his back. Ouch!! It hurts! I hurt myself instead. Why is he so strong?

"Yes. Now, I want you right now. It is because you have made me worried sick today. So, you need to have a taste too about how does it feel.", Jin literally throws me on the bed and comes up on me.

He opens his tie and unbuttons his shirt with a swift movement. I keep looking at him in awe.

Control freak Jin is something new to me. It is addictive and intoxicating. I keep looking at His broad shoulders and toned muscles. His thick chestnut brown hair is a mess which is making him effing hot. His blue eyes are glittering like diamonds.

Is this God really mine?

He hovers over me and lifts me up from the bed while putting his right hand around my waist. I make a frail attempt to move while crawling backwards. He drags me down by my ankle and locks me with his thighs around my lower body.

"Lift your hands.", He says while looking at my eyes.

There is no way that I won't obey to whatever he tells me to do. I lift my hands as if I am hypnotized. He lifts my top over my head and instead of throwing it away he ties both my hands with it.

"No! What are you doing? Untie my hands!", I plead him breathlessly and try to push him back with my tied fists on his chest.

He drags me by my leg and I fall on the bed again. He comes on me and bites my lower lip.

"See how I feel when you don't listen to what I say. And how I feel when I want to touch you and you are out of my reach.", He says under his breath while circulating his finger on my navel and looking deep into my eyes. I see his blue eyes darkening in an unexplained expression. I wreath like a helpless insect caught in a fire under his touch.