Holding on (Andy Biersack)

(Prologue Jades P.O.V)

I placed the blade on my wrist so when I cut a deep line there I saw the dark thick red blood that I loved so much.My old scar there opened up again making my cut even wider then I saw some drops of blood fall to the floor where they looked like Blood red tears In the white snow.I repeated this four times while yelping in pain.Good bye life I thought to myself and it wasn't the case that I didn't like my life it just held to many bad memories and moments.And all of it was my fault I just couldn't live like that my guilt was eating me alive so better die in a fast way...

"STOP!"I flinched.Who the hell found me here?I was standing on top of a starcaise to a pavilion kind of a thing.It just happened to hold my best memories there so I wanted to end my life where it started..

"No Miss,please stop you're killing yourself!"Then I saw a boy coming up to me he had these amazing blue eyes and that brown hair that was dyed black....don't ask me why I just could make out that it wasn't black originally.

His feet were making this funny noise should walking,probably because of the snow." I ...you don't even know me"He came up to me and threw my blade away.

" But still you can't just kill yourself!" he took my hand and took my scarf to wipe the blood away."So whom should I call to pick you up or should I drive you to the hospital so that they put you into therapy?"He asked.

"Um..I no please don't take me to the hospital they'll put me into some mental institution!Dean just take my phone and call Dean he understands me the best.."He took my phone but hesitated before turning it on."Miss, I don't know your problems I don't know why you're trying to kill yourself but I just want you to know that I understand you and I just want you to know that you don't deserve to die!Please don't kill yourself,even therapy or just a fresh start is all that you need!"Then he turned my phone on and gave it to me to type my password in."Jade...my name is Jade"I whispered before giving my phone back to him.He just smiled at my words."I'm Andy"Then we waited together for dean to come to pick me up....and I enjoyed it even though I felt week and giddy because of the deep cuts in my wrist......

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A.NOkay so I know I started this book on the account xxbands_are_lifexx that I share with my sis and best friend but when I am finished with transferring my chappies I'm going to delete it from xxbands_are_lifexx and then I'll start a new story there.So I just wanted to tell you that I have all the rights for this book so that's why I could transfer it to this account.But still I'm going to start a 5sos ff there and you should definelty read it.I'll start publishing parts of it next week.And it would be nice if you read my other fan fiction Yours Truly and My book of inspiring Quotes.

So stay beautiful my little unicorns!

Monaxx