You call and say I'm splendid
you've had time to pretend
you say im so offended,
and yet thats not your intensions
Still twisting my emotions
I'm Blinded by your lies
I can no longer see hope even if it's just inside
I'm so tired of the games your memories play
as I try to ignore the pain another day
you see I wish these memories were just a dream
so simple that would be,
but with pain still inside I still hide all knives
as tears stream down this face, I feel dead inside
is there hope or only lies
Where is the truth to find
where is the hope inside
I here your name and scream inside
cause you scared me for more then life
I wanna get you back for all the times I've cried
I fucking hate you
you wanna hurt me one last time but you cant
Cause I have those who love me keeping me alive
My eyes wont close this final time
So you'll take another swing with those I love dear
and I am so sorry to hear
they belive those lies
they dont see in your mind
but I wont fall for those games today
no I won't fall this time
