Chapter 19

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Wow chapter 18 am I right~, Well here's you awaited chapter 19 My little gremlins and Sinners~

~Leaf




Y/n's P.O.V

Waking up was like hell, My body felt like it was on fire, My thigh burned, My mouth dry and hands clammy. Upon my awaking, Xanda sat in front of me, Hands clasp my thigh as he cleans the wound? Eyes fluttering trying to stay awake.

   "The med's are still kicking" Xanda looks up into my eyes, a sad smile plastered on his face.

   Nodding I shift my body. Wait med?! It finally dawns on me and I groan trying to move my hands from the restraints. Xanda's hand squeezes my thigh and adds some ointment to my stab wound.

   His low voice told me Xanda was tired, his eyes held bags underneath. "This wouldn't of happened if you didn't try to escape me. Learn from this and you won't need to be punished." I hiss in pain and tense my body trying to get out of the chair as the needle enters my skin. Xanda sighs.

   "Y-You..Look like...shit" I manage to speak.

   "I couldn't sleep..." He doesn't say much and wraps my leg with a bandage cloth and unchains me. I didn't bother to do anything or to move my leg. 

  Xanda picks me up, Wrapping my arms around his neck I bury my face into the crook. My feeling were still their, I can't stop loving him but I'm afraid of what he'll do to me. what extent he will go, is this why people kept away from Xanda during school? cause he was actually dangerous before I met him?

He places me on the bed tucking me in, grabs me a novel and sits on the edge of the bed and doesn't chain my  hand. none of us talking. Opening the novel, I start to read shifting my gaze to Xanda once in a while but place the book down.

   "Why? Why did you kidnap me? I thought we were friend.." The bed shifts and Xanda sits crossed leg in front of me. 

  "You're precise to me, the only one I care about because I love you. But You keep getting hurt and I don't want anyone to take you from me nor hurt you other than me" He moves his mouth to my collarbone and kisses it softly. "That's why I'm doing these things to you, out of love. E-even if you don't love me, you'll learn to." He takes my wrist and out lips connects, his affection was hungry and I loved it yet I didn't kiss back. Xanda hurt me, he kidnapped me, he lied to me. It was Toxic, this was toxic and yet I was playing with death himself.

   "Y-You have no idea what you do to me, these emotions that feel like they're pulling me apart-" He pecks my lips "Whenever I'm not with you, I feel empty. I hate the looks the others give you. Faye didn't have it coming, Mason just wanted to use you to have me." he whispered softly,  like he didn't know he was saying these..these things!

   Faye? Our friend?! anger and sadness filled my body. "YOU WERE THE ONE TO KILL HER? How-How can you be so fucking heartless?!" I screamed, rage blinding me as I fight Xanda's hands from my wrist. Kicking and twisting my body as Xanda tried to stabilize me. flinging myself out of the bed, yelling out in pain, limp away from the bed and picking up a scarp edge screwdriver.

   "D-Don't come any closer Xanda!" I grip the chair to keep myself up.

   Xanda walks towards me, his face was blank, I edge the tool up to defend myself. Xanda like lightning, yanked the screwdriver and threw it away from us both. The color drained from my face, I am In trouble.

  "P-Please just Go away!, I I trusted you, I considered you a friend and yet you killed my friends. My mother must be worried and heartbroken-" Xanda kisses me deep bringing me closer to him. Lips connected, this was wrong. Xanda forces his tongue into my mouth exploring it. after a few minutes he removes himself from me. 

   I felt weak in the knees and my stomach felt if though there were butterflies flying around. He Places something around my neck, a semi-light solid object. 

   He pushes me to the ground and I cry out feeling my thigh burn and stretch. A dark aura surrounding him. 

   "Don't fucking threaten me Y/n" He exits the room locking it behind him, and I crawl towards the screwdriver and throw it at the metal door before yelling out in frustration with all my might, one laced with anger and frustration.


'Xanda's P.O.V

I got carried away, My body felt hot as I remembered Y/n's lips against mine, the way he coward in front of me gets me excited every time. The fear in his eyes that only I can see, The way he dances that only I can dance with, his lips only I can kiss and his skin that only I could caress whilst he sleeps. 

   Letting out a shaken breath I remove myself from the basement before I can make him fully 'mine'. Going to the kitchen I prepare dinner for us both and let myself relax. With finding Y/n, to interrogations from police and investigations to find Y/n, I manage to convince them that I have no contact with Y/n, and have nothing to do with his disappearance.

   Waiting for dinner to be cooked, I removed every electronic that Y/n could use as a SOS, closed the curtains and removing some channels off the Television. 

Going down stairs, I unlock the secret door in the basement, Open it wide and left upstairs. Placing a few dishes down filled with sausages, fried egg and some chips. I sit and await Y/n's arrival. The sound of feet slowly hitting the floor became louder by the second. In the doorway of the dining room was a Y/n, black basketball shorts and a black oversize jumper.

   "Come sit, I made dinner....if you're hungry that is" Y/n frowned, he leans against the wall wincing a little.

   His voice cracks "Is it laced with poison?" I place my elbows on the table.

   "Would you prefer I poison your food?" 

   Slowly moving towards the table, My eyes study his frame, the way his body moves and limp due to my actions. He takes a seat seeming relieved and cautiously took a bite of one of the sausages. 


5 minutes....5 minutes of utter uncomfortable silence, did I do something wrong? Sure I murdered 2 of your 'friends' but you only need me not them so why can't you just understand.

   Lifting my head from the table, I earn a confused look from Y/n. His fork through his half eating sausage, lifting it to his lip. Sly eyes meeting my wide opened ones. Tongue sliding across the sausage, and it enters his wet cavern. Mouth opening as Y/n moves the food into his mouth. 

  My face flustered and heat erupts through out my body and my little buddy comes to say hi to me. lips quivering in antisipation, that sly look and fear in his eyes drived me wide.

   Hands slam on the table top, standing up, chair on floor. I flee from the room to the living room. not far yet far enough.

   "Xanda~" I hold my hands against my ears. He's playing with me, he doesn't really mean it, just banter, just....Just.

   "Xanda!"  Y/n's voice laced with worry "You Ok?.....Oh wait I don't care" The scrapping of the chair stops and the pitter patter of footprints fades down to the basement.

   I go down and check where Y/n was, and closed the secret door so he couldn't try and escape, but It seems he didn't try....well he kinda can't due to his thigh. 


And that's where we gonna end it...I wonder, will Xanda say hello back to his friend? or leave him to go back down?. And poor Reader, You seemed so head over heels but now do you hate Xanda? Do you resent him? Wish you never met him? Wish you can be with him? Such a lovely stalker am I right? such a nice friend, he only wants to protect you Readers~. Anyways sorry for Typo's as I wrote the rest of this at night soooooo~ That's it for this chapter My gremlins and sinners

Leaf~

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