THE DIARY OF FRANCESS TISHA ABAS (AUTHOR-NIM'S LOVE LIFE COMPLICATION)

Me. Just Me.

Hey. So this book will be all about Author-nim (yup im using author-nim cause i dont like using mah real name but no shame though). Why? Idk but this story is about author-nim's crazy life. So ya'll be prepared and get ya'll tissues cause things are bout to get down.
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Hey. My name is Francess and i was born and raised in the Phillipines 🇵🇭. Born in Manila at March 2 2006. My father left me and my mom even before i was born. I went to a public school in elementary and moved to a private school for junior high. I had 3 exes. Names are for myself only. Life is complicated for me especially when I told myself to never fall in love. But then again my heart and brain shows me the legit nicest guy in my class and well that started the CRUSH phase. We all go through that. I know i am just a 12 year old but he is soooooo dreamy like he is so nice his voice is perfect and his height and body condition pretty lit. But i made the worst decision to tell him that i liked him but it looked like he didnt even care. Of course my friends know and when they tease me i shrug it cause i know he likes someone else. Its like i am butchering my self by helping him to his crush (which he made clear was not me) and me being too nice to people i help him so much that i forget the happiness and i know i should've stopped at some point but i knew there was no turning back. Now its 2019 i still like him and he likes her. But the news that i received was very heart crushing. They got together. I know i should be sad and like depressed but i was kinda happy that he was happy (ok fine there was a little depression but i am trying to get over it ok.) with her. Is it kinda stupid that when i was helping him i thought that maybe just maybe he would like me too? I knew its impossible. But i should stop being their third wheel. It sucks. He treats me like i don't have feelings. He said he knew that i had a crush on him but he loved that girl. Its just so damn frustrating. But I'll figure it out i just need some air.

1/27/19.............Francess❤️