Hey its Tasha sorry it been so long since i updated i have had a bad case of writers block i hope this chapter goes well.
-Jasmine-
Matt hasn't come to see me since i told him to leave me alone which i was thankful for because i needed to sort my head out. I loved him and he betrayed me something like that just doesn't go away. but on the other hand he is the father of my son, the sex was more than great and he was doing it to protect us, i sighed i was having a headache. There was a knock on the door Kaz and Arthur came in i smiled at them.
"Hey"
"Hey" they replied and took two seats on the side of me and sighed
"so apart from having a gorgeous baby boy...Matt told us what happened" Kaz took my hand i looked down.
"he did, did he?" they both nodded
"Yep then i punched him i think the make up team hate me now" Arthur joked i chuckled
"i don't know what to do guys. last week i heard him confess that when he asked me to be his girlfriend he was only doing it out of obligation then he tells me he actually fell in love with me. i just don't know what to believe."
"i believe him" Arthur surprised me
"what? no a minute ago you were just telling me how you punched him"
"yeah but then he explained everything to me and he may be an actor but even i can tell when he's not acting. he adores you and James." he told me
"so what should i do then."
"make him sweat" Kaz said i looked at her "what you should. look we all know that you love him you screwed him got pregnant then dated him. you've even told us that you love him and he told us that he loves you right here and right now and from what i can tell you it's unconditionally" she looked between us.
"what i can be deep" i laughed and shook my head
"thanks you guys what would i do without you" i hugged them both
"something stupid and unnecessary" Kaz replied
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i walked down to see James but stopped outside when i heard a familiar voice coming from within.
"You may not know it now James and i hope you never have to but your Daddy is a idiot. He is because there is a chance that he might have lost Mummy forever" Matt spoke
"what did i do? well i lied. When you were in Mummy's tummy she was getting very annoyed because of me. So wanting to protect the you i asked her to be my girlfriend and stop the quarrelling i dated her because of you." he sighed as i listened
"But then i fell for her like truly i don't think i could properly live my life without her....and you of course. she's beautiful, caring. I love the way her hair shines when she does it up for a meal, the way her eyes sparkle when she looks at me and when she lays next to me its adorable i could sit and watch her for hours. And I'll tell you a little secret James when i finished your room and it was safe for your Mum to see it her face literally glowed.
that night i dreamt of more times like that. you standing next to your Mummy while she carried your little brother or sister glowing with pride and excitement." he laughed
"if it was up to me i would marry her and i would have a house filled with children...our children cause i can only imagine her being the Mum i wouldn't want or have it any other way. I promise you James that if Mummy gives me another chance i won't let you or her down ever again." i walked in an saw him stroking our son's fingers.
"you better keep it" he snapped his head round.
"How long have you been standing there" he asked me
"Long enough" i walked closer and got a seat on the other side. "you'll move into the spare room but stay. i don't trust you Matt and i don't think i can ever fully trust you again. But i don't want James having to go back and forth between us" he smiles.
"As for the other children and marriage not likely the only reason your staying is for him"
"i meant what i said. i will never let you down again and if it's the last thing i do you will be marrying me and have plenty more Smiths." i rolled my eyes and sighed
