My Dearest Tory
I have been in denial about you being gone.
I'm dealing with the anger I feel because you left me alone.
I wanted to bargin a reason of why you left me here.
I have been depressed because I didn't have you near.
Now I've accepted and realized that you are really gone forever.
All I have left to do is begin living my life again and treasuring the time that we had together.
It won't be the same without you here with me.
The pain is real and visiable for everyone to see.
I know you wouldn't want me to be sad all the time.
You are with me in memory and those memories are all mine.
I will think of you and smile as often as I can.
Sometimes I will cry because you are gone and I do not understand.
The fact is that life goes on and I will miss you like crazy.
Your memory will live on and I will not let it get hazy.
I love you with all my heart and it was hard to say goodbye.
It was God's will and I can not question why.
