Sensitive Love

Flavours

A cold evening night, murmuring of winds are playing music on atmosphere... The lover Moon was shining with the glory of it's starlight - the love. The bedroom window welcoming the light of night which is shining like an armour at dark just like their relation; it has six months of their tieing knot. Time just flew without any interruption of its rule.....

A relation can't stay upright without promises but contrary to it the tellers of this line hasn't met this love story.. It was staying with the gestures of friendship, sweet aroma of love airing the bond in a name called marriage. Her love for him nd his admiration as a friend towards her were the pillars of their story..

Scribbling own thoughts on the blank paper was the lonely pastime of her at night when the stars caught her eyes admiring their beauty and the beauty of her love working with his dream.. It was the leisure hour Gauri was opining her lines through the ink on a sheet of paper piece, leaking all her heartfelt words feeling at that time. Enjoying the starlight and encomiastic at the stars She was tieing the dots of those stars and her love. Both are same; She can't touch the stars but admire them same she can't make love with Omkara but can admire his beauty, his smile, his gestures. Only feeling she could cherish on her desires. It's like playing on dream so on reality in her love story.... Hard for the world to take it, understand it but easy for her to live up with it every single moment. One sided love is painful so as beautiful, very few destined to live up the purest form of it. Gauri was crowned with this purest form, She loves Omkara with all her heart, staying with him, admiring each moment spending with him, love doesn't need to bloom from other side all she needs his existence with her. "I may be the only one who is experiencing this purest form with love, the beauty with love without demanding love back from a marriage bond. For others which is pain for me it is love, tough it to live with the one who doesn't love u back but I got his friendship as the comfort for my love most importantly I got his existence by my side " - the pen wrote, eyes looking at him smiling back with boundless feel. He was busy with his photography, while she with her leisure time on loving him through eyes and heart..

Six months back his parents insisted him to marry her; solitude was his life after breaking from his long term love. It was friendship lying between them which gave at least courage to agree on his parents desire of him settling down in life... Their marriage was a loved one for the world but only Gauri and Omkara knew the truth of their relation. Her love and his frinedship paved the bridge for a comfort to live up. She loved him but never desired it back from him, she knew all what he had faced. He never gave fake promise nor she asked for. Her belief was the lone love of her is adequate for them.. She is happy with him so as he, she feels.... might it be wrong guess from his side, well aware she is... it's complicated feeling but give the glory of ease to stay with peace..

A wind blew harshly, got the attention from Gauri, she turned her face up to check.. just severe blow, coldness just increased she got up to close the window. Folding the sheets up on drawer beside the bed she walked out.. those air was disturbing Omkara on his work it messed up his collection of photos. One of the pic flew over the edge of room, got unnoticed by him. She closed the window, he thanked her with a smile pouring on his lips, She smiled back. Coming back from the corner of room her bare feet got tig of some thing, she looked down to check what it is. Ohhhh!!! It's his photo from the gallery lying down- she murmured. Taking it on hand she turned it to look whose image peeping there. With a wide smile she looked on, stunned on astonishment, heart got the mixture of emotions in a split second, tears trying to evoke the pain looking the pic. It was his love, the only woman he loved in his life, The only woman he spend quality smile in sheer of happiness nor an ounch of pain was there but all got snatched when she left him calling it was just her addiction of living with a man out of seeking power to conquer her desired dream lately asserted it with a normal law of time pass in love.. They were together for three years in a live in relationship but all broke down letting him alone in his life, cheated him with playful affection and giving pain in re turn... Gauri never thought he had kept her picture still with him as after spending this much good and bad time of his life with him he never spoke about the girl he loved. He never shared with her any single facts what he had felt after that incident... She thought of it a way of trying to forget that painful memory but alas she forgot that it was the same one sided kind of love he was having in his heart like her. It was the same feelings of not demanding back the love. Alas she unlearned she have his presence to feel to talk to admire to enjoy his company where he was left out of every single fulfillment of love not even the feel of her contact. She forgot in the course of happiness his words before marriage - "I can never love u back nor I can forget my past no matter what curse it gave on my life. My love can't be this much weak which a broke down could turn it into hatred, I will love her till my last breath and m sorry for that as it is wrong with u.... " Those coined words are voicing on her memory today this moment she is hearing those words in murmuring voice.... tears rolling down her cheeks it's like a siren of pain.