Alcoholic // seulrene

alcoholic

She was an alcoholic and you were just another bottle.

"And suddenly every love song I'd ever heard was about you."

"You to me are everything-"

"Hey, what are you doing?" she asked, giggling.

I laughed, "Kinakantahan kita. You're my favorite person."

"You think nobody cares, but if you let me, I would spend a lifetime kissing your scars."

"Joohyunnie?"

"Hmm?"

"Why are you hurting yourself?"

She looked away, "Nobody cares."

"But I do." I softly said.

"When I kissed you, you tasted like war, and that was funny, because I craved the chaos."

I kissed her, without saying anything. Ang matamis niyang labi-I will never get tired of it.

"S-seulgi..." she sighs between our kisses. "I-"

"I love you, Hyunnie."

She smiled. But she never answer it.

"You clinged my body like you wanted it forever. What a lie."

"Why are you hugging me so tight?"

She giggled, "Because I love to. I love it."

"People warned me about you and how you were. I never really paid attention to warning signs though."

"No offense," Wendy said, "Pero maraming nagsasabi na madalas lang makipaglaro yang si Irene-"

"Here we go again," I rolled my eyes. "How many times do I have to tell you na di ako naniniwala sa mga ganyan? I trust her."

And then, parang isang bula, ikaw ay nawala.

Nagulat ako ako'y nilayuan mo.

Sumama sa ibang lalaki na hinahangad ka.

Ginagawa mo na rin sa kanila ang ginagawa mo sa akin dati.

And you don't know how much it hurts.

"I'm starting to wish I did."