Betrayal. Thats all i felt as soon as those horribe words came out his mouth. "its over". I remember leaving crying and locking in my bathroom crying.
10 months later**
Do you ever see an emo and think why that person is emo, well sometimes its because they want to be different, but other times its because they hate each themselves. Like i do. Yea im the new emo at school. Weird how can you go from popular and cheerleader to nothing. Well it happens, it happens as soon as the person you love the most in the world brakes up with you. But who the hell cares right? In the past 10 months ive gained 60 pounds. Yea i know. Im fat. But again who cares? I dont.
I kept thinking and thinking until i hear "your next, you idiot" "oh um sorry" i was next in line in the school cafeteria. "more rice?" "yes please" "more chicken?" "yes"
This was the most depressing time of the day. I had nowhere to sit. Unless in the toilet counts.
I sat next to this handsome boy that was alone. 5 minutes passed and he kept starring at me until i faced him and said "what is wrong with you" "you are really pretty" he said "under all that makeup of course" he continued. " you are obiously new here i said" "true" he said
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