I'm here for you (Jikook) (Completed)

Will you leave me?

Jimin's POV (Not proofread)

Jungkook and I have been together for almost 5 months now and every day I worry that someone will find out. I know if someone were to find out I wouldn't break up with kookie because I've fallen too deep in love with him and it doesn't help that I fall just a little bit more each day.

However......will he leave me?

I thought about these things as I laid down under the covers of the bed while I watched tv.  I was wearing Jungkook's white t-shirt and my boxers under it. As for Jungkook he was currently taking a shower and as for our members, they went out to eat but Jungkook and I decided to stay home.

Many things have changed over these months. One was that we got a new house and we also got new roommates. And lucky enough Jungkook and I got paired together. This made things easier to be together but at the same time it was hard because we had to be careful not to get caught. I really want to tell our members but I'm scared to tell them and if I did what will they say? How will they react? Another things was, should I tell my 'parents'?

I know they've never been there for me and at times treated my horribly but should I give them another chance? Will they not care? Will they be mad? Do they even care for me? When was the last time we even talked? I don't even remember them saying 'I love you'....did they not love me?

I felt like crying....I felt like sleeping....I was tired and I just want to sleep off my problems. But I know I'll never be alone if they don't even care for me because I have my members who are my family and I have...Jungkook..my lover....savor...boyfriend....
and future.

I smiled through my tears because I knew he will be there for me but for how long? My smiled faded as I thought about that again....will he leave me?

  I thought about these thoughts for a while and it wasn't until I heard someone talk that snapped me out of my thoughts and that person was....Jungkook.

"What are you doing princess?" Jungkook said as he came closer to me and sat in the edge of my bed.

I blushed at the nickname....I felt the heat on my cheeks get hotter as I felt him close to my face.

"N-othing my p-prince...." i said as I felt embarrassed of what I just said so I looked away.

I felt really embarrassed so I turned of the tv and the light and covered my whole body with the covers of the bed before Jungkook could say anything. I thought he was gonna laugh at me but I heard nothing.

I heard nothing but instead I felt the covers and bed move and next thing I felt were a pair of arms around my waist and Jungkook's front touching my back. However, I felt something else....not tell me he's got a-

"Princess....you have no idea what you just did to me...." Jungkook said in a seductive way and not gonna lie it was hot. I felt myself get hotter and hotter and I knew what was gonna happen.

Next thing I knew we were making out and clothes being thrown on the floor. We haven't had sex in two months since we've been busy with tours and our schedule but we finally have some time for ourselves. We both knew we needed each other right now so we spared no time and went to it.

After our intense activity we cleaned ourselves up and took a shower and of course something happened in the shower but let's not go into detail. After that we changed the sheets and washed them and put new ones on.

After that we went to bed and cuddled. None of us talked but we didn't mine. Plus, all I heard was Jungkook's heartbeat and that was all I needed to hear. However I couldn't help but feel uneasy....will Jungkook leave me?

"Jimin?"

What if he leaves?

"Jimin?"

What will I do?

"Jimin!"

What if-

"Jimin!!"

"Huh?" I didn't realize Jungkook had been calling my name. I looked up to see him with a worried face.

"What wrong?" Jungkook said now sitting up.

I couldn't bare to look him in the face so I looked down and said, "N-nothing....."

"Jimin...." Jungkook said as he grabbed my face to look at him. "You know that's not gonna work with me. I know something's wrong...tell me....you can trust me remember?" I looked at him but looked down again.

"Jungkook? Will you leave me? Do you still love me?" I said holding in my tears and dared not to look at him.

"What?! Jimin why do you think that?! I will never leave you! Jimin look at me!" Jungkook said as I knew he was mad and disappointed in me. However, I still couldn't look at him so he grabbed my chin so I could look at him. His face softened as he saw me crying and I could tell he was close to crying as well. Guilt. Guilt is what I felt. I knew I was wrong and that he does love me and will never leave me. He truly loves me.

"I-I" I couldn't speak...nothing but sobs came out. Jungkook pulled me into a hug and let me cry as he comforted me. He rubbed my back and caressed my hair as he whispered sweet words to my ears.

After a while I had calmed down but little hiccups were only heard from me.

"Jimin....why would you think this? Who told you this?"

"I-Well....nobody really told me I just had this thought that you'll leave me for someone better......"

"Jimin, my princess, never think that again I will never leave you because I've fallen to deep in love with you that I can't live without you....I promise you I will never leave you I love and care for you way too much to leave you. I love you Jimin." Jungkook said with tears in his eyes. I also had tears in my eyes, how did I end up with someone so perfect?

"Thank you kookie.....I love you too and I'll never leave you.." I said as I wiped his tears away as he did the same. We then shared a passionate kiss and then cuddled together.

"Kookie?"

"Yes princess?" Jungkook said as he kissed my head.

"I'm ready to tell our members...."

(A/N: I have no excuse for not updating in like 3 months. I'm really sorry about that! Please forgive me....it won't happen again! I'll do my best to make sure of that! Also sorry for the awful chapter! Till next time!❤️)