im good, I say
im good, as in, i ate dinner tonight
i ate dinner tonight, as in i made myself toast before i made myself sick
i made myself sick, as in, i laid on the bathroom floor choking back tears,
choking back tears, as in, i was thinking of you
i was thinking of you, as in, i was thinking of how much i love you
how much i love you, as in, how you no longer could love me
you no longer could love me, as in, did you ever really love me
did you ever really love me, as in, did all those moments we spent together matter in the slightest
matter in the slightest, as in, every night i called you sobbing because i couldnt think of a reason to be alive, did you mean a word you said
did you mean a word you said as in, did you mean it when you said that although no one else did, you wanted me
you wanted me, as in, i could finally feel important
i could finally feel important, as in, you trusted me
you trusted me, as in, you loved me
you loved me, as in, loved, past tense
past tense, as in, those feelings are all gone
those feelings are all gone, as in, when will my feelings be gone?
YOU ARE READING
mindful rambling
Poetry"I am the damsel in distress, and words, my knight in shining armor" this is a wreck but so am i plz read it
