P.s I Love You

chapter 4

Roses Pov (not a flash back lol)

i wake up the next morning to a thick blanket of snow covering our front lawn. I hear the radio announing no school and hear a loud whoop from my brother sam. i rolled out of bed and picked up my phone seeing texts from my Best friend ella about not having school. I scrolled throught them all lauging and clicked off my phone slipping in in the pocket of my sweat pants. i remebered the letter.

I was getting my letter soon to see if I got into Penn state or not. I was so nervous. what if i didnt get in? What would i do? it was obvios that i would just go to another college but my mom and dad went there and i was afraid that i would let them down. however on the other side i was scared of leaving. I slipped on my fuzzy socks and headed down stairs, my messy dark  brown hair casading down my back. I went downstairs and sat at the kitchen table across from my brother.   my mom was making pancakes. She begins mixing the batter as my dad makes coffe for me and sets it infront of me.

"it looks like the snow will be here for a while" my dad said staring out the window and taking his pipe out of his mouth before taking a sip out of his coffee.

"oh oh can we go sledding" sam yells. i rolled my eyes at how energetic he was and chuckled. 

"why not" my dad said ruffling my brothers hair and then going to palce his mug in the sink. i stayed silent. I still was waiting for the mail for today. I leaf through the news paper before a plate of pancakes is set infront of me. 

"you coming sledding with us?" my mom asked me.

"Im waiting for the mail to come and i don't know i-i just dont really feel like going out today" i rambled, Looking down at the rips on my jeans"

"Oh come on it will keep your mind off things" my dad said.

"Alright I guess" I said And got ready. I went upstairs to change out of my pajamas. i put on black skinny jeans and a maroon oversized sweater. I went back downstairas and took my black beanie of the coat rack by the door. I brushed through my hair with my fingers before slipping on gloves.My family came behind me all ready for sleddingd.

"You ready?" my mom asked and I nodded. we piled in the car, it was an old bmw that granma gave to us after Sam was born. my dad asked if i wanted to drive. i shook my head as my dad slipped in the drivers seat my mom in the passengers seat. I got in the back seat with my brother. He was now 11 and took drum lessons. my mom plugs her phone into the car and decides on classical music to play. Me and my bother groan and almost fell asleep listening to Beethoven.

"can we change it" my brother whined. I agreed with him. This hoestly sucked. Me and my parents were not a like at all. i had dark brown hair and my mom had a dirty blonde color. She was more oginized and loved everything to be clean while me on the otherside could not keep my room clean for more then 2 days. She liked violin i liked guitar. Same with my dad. He always needed everything to be perfect and he always needed to look "professional"

"fine" my mom said handing him the phone to pick a song. He changed it to 5sos. I taught him well. I tapped my foot to the music looking out my window. i thought about Penn state worrying if Id get in or not. I played with my favorite bracelet, which had a guitar on it.

My brother and dad were jamming out to the song. My mom rubbed my leg.

"dont worry sweetie" she said. I nodded and continued looking out the window. I played with my bracelet that Ashton gave me when he asked me to go on tour with him.

flashback (sorry)

i was hanging around studio with the boys. me and ashton were dating for a month now and they were going on tour in a week. i was upset but i was so proud of were they got.

"hey" Ashton came behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist.

"you two are so cute" Calum said making weird face. i giggled and turned back around to face Ashton.

"Hi" I said and pressed a soft kiss on his lips. I rested my head on his chest and wrapped my arms around him.

"I got a Suprise for you" he said. I looked up from his chest into his beautiful hazel eyes. I heard the boys chuckling in the background.

"What are you going to do to me" I said Pushing away from him giggling.

"nothing i was just going to ask if you wanted to come on tour with us" he said and pulled out a little black box with a bracelet inside.

"Ashh!" I said putting my hands over my mouth.

"i love you so so much" i practically yelled and wrapped my arms around his neck. he took my hand and wrapped the bracelet around it. On the bracelet there was a silver guitar. I smiled and softly kissed his lips.

The boys were 'awing' in the background. I laughed and stuck my tongue out at them before turning to ashton and kissing him once more before he had to get back to recording.

(end of flashback)

the snow was falling heavily. my dad was telling a joke about music my mom was cracking up. i smiled. i cant believe i had to leave this family for collage. i never wanted to leave. i liked where i was now. I lean my head against the car window, watching the scenery zip by, a tableau of dark green fir trees dotted with snow, wispy strands of white fog, and heavy gray storm clouds up above. The windows keep fogging up in the car because of the heat. I draw little sqiggles in the condensation

I pulled out my phone and decided to text Ashton. I loved him and never wanted to leave him.

Me: I love yo-" I started to text before I was cut of my mom screaming and all of a sudden the woods around us spinning. My fingers slid down my phone accidentally pushing send and letting go of it. I felt myself go flying out of the car as it crashed and landed in a ditch.

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hello people of wattpad! okay so I'm so sorry that i haven't updated!!! Im changing schools this year so im just getting used to things. i had to get school supplies and i just started my swim team up again so it will be really hard to update both stories.

anyways enough of school! so my neighbor met cameron dallas(my friends will know who im talking about) IM LIKE GURL YOU MET CAMERON DALLAS AND YOU DONT HAVE PHOTOS!

in november I'm going to playlist love and i was literally screaming when i found out! LIKE CHEST PAINS! I'm totally going to be awkward when i meet like EVERYBODY! im so excited and i just cant freaking even right now!

okay so im gonna go byeee

Cami😊