The Man With Broken Dreams ( WATTYS 2019 )

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WARNING: MATURE / EXPLICIT CONTENT 

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CONTAINS SEXUAL AND ABUSIVE SCENES 

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Her body started shaking along with the sensations of the vibrator

''will you leave me again addi?'' hinila ko ang buhok niya while my other hand was clenching her face.

She shook her head and her mouth couldn't stop her from moaning

''look at me darling.'' I ordered, even her body was betraying her she can't stay still nor keep her composure when I thrusted the vibrator in and out gently. She looked at me with tears of lust brimming on the side of her eyes

''hindi ka na aalis ulit sa tabi ko kahit kailan. Got that?'' she moaned her climax out, she was squirting when I pulled the vibrator out.

''answer me.'' I said huskily my palms found its way on her waist, encircling and worshipping every fiber of her skin.

''I won't.'' she collapsed on the bed, gasping and sighing heavily.

''goodgirl'' I kissed her lips and made her sit on my lap.

''you are not going anywhere else anymore baby. I'm gonna fuck you til your body insists of looking for me.'' Inilagay ko ang takas na hibla ng buhok niya sa likod ng tenga niya, she just nodded and looked away.

I opened her legs wide and shoved my dick inside her. I held her waist and made her move her body up and down I lustfully and hungrily kissed her lips while we fuck each other for the rest of the night.

The next day I woke up without addi by my side, napabalikwas ako ng bangon at dali daling chineck ang banyo kung naroon ba si addi pero wala.

I wore my boxers and rushed outside to see if she was still inside the house

Tinakbo ko ang pagbaba ng hagdan at luminga linga ako she was no where to be found

I checked her room pero wala siya roon I threw the first thing I had in hand, the vase clank and broke.

Addi came rushing at dali dali niyang dinampot ang nabasag kong vase I immediately went to her and hugged her tight. Scared of being thrown away again, wait no.

Ayoko lang umalis siya nang hindi ko naigaganti at napaparanas sa kanya lahat ng sakit at pighati na pinagdaanan ko.

Not now.

Not ever.

''masusugatan ka. Lilinisin ko lang to.'' she was calm and silent Itinayo niya ako at nilinis ang binasag kong vase while I stood there frozen.

How can you be like this Addi? Do you think doing all of these would tame my grief?

No. not ever. I walked away from that sight at nagkulong na lang magdamag sa opisina ko.

A faint knock on the door broke my attention to my paperworks. She brought me a cup of coffee at croissaints iniwan nya iyon sa coffee table ko at dali daling umalis.

If you didn't played with me before sana masaya tayo ngayon.

Pero hindi Addison. Only your faint cries can calm me down, or bringing my son's life back.

Nang matapos ko ang trabaho ay bumaba ako to see what she's doing. Wala siya sa baba pero nakahanda na ang dinner ko.

I was filled with irritation nang hindi ko siya Makita. I went upstairs naabutan kong nakaawang ang pinto sa kwarto niya that's when I saw her blank stoic face holding the old ultrasound result of probably our child. No, my son.

Lalo akong naasar I stormed in at inihampas ang katawan niya sa pader

''fuck you. Wala kang karapatan isipin ang anak ko'' isang malakas na sampal ang pinakawalan ko nabitawan niya ang ultrasound I didn't care anymore.

Nagpakawala ako ng sampal at sabunot sa kanya paulit ulit. Palakas ng palakas. Patindi ng patindi ang hagupit ng mga palad ko sa kanyang pisngi.

''naiintindihan mo ba ako?!'' she slowly nodded hindi pa ako nakuntento ay ilang suntok naman sa kanyang sikmura ang pinakawalan ko. Ni impit na ungol na hudyat ng sakit ay hindi siya nagpakawala. Mahigit dalawang oras ko din siyang pinagbuntungan ng galit at pinarausan, she was now lying naked on her bed. Hindi pa ko nakuntento ay itinali ko ang paa niya sa dulo ng kanyang kamay.

 Long enough to make her go to her cr but short enough to come near her door. Hindi ko siya hinayaang magsuot ng kahit anong saplot sa katawan and seeing the pale blue and purple marks on her skin calmed me down. 

And that was a goodnight for me I guess.