In The Arms Of A Psycho [COMPLETED]

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"A-Alam mo?"

"Yes." He breath out loudly.

"Paano?" Nagtataka kong tanong. How did he know that I am pregnant with his child? Na nabuntis niya ako?

"When I said I'm coming here during lunch, it's true. I'm checking you to make sure that you're okay and not harmed. I saw you with a pregnancy kit, looking scared and lost over something. I was about to approach you but I saw you crying. That's when I realized that you're pregnant. Why would someone cry just because of a kit, right? I thought maybe you're pregnant but you don't want my child, that's why you're crying. That time I feel so ashamed and hurt, paano kung ipapalagpag mo... my child?" Madamdamin niyang sabi.

"I didn't, and I can't. Even if I didn't like the idea of bearing a child, especially your child, I don't have the heart to kill it inside my womb. I am not heartless, even if it's an unwanted child at first, I learned to love it. Learned to accept it. Hindi ko kayang ipalaglag ang isang bata, bata na walang muwang at wala namang kasalanan." Bumuhos ang luha galing sa aking mga mata. The unashamed tears rolled down my cheeks, leaving it wet.

"And of course, I actually thought that you may... may harm my... Pero sasabihin ko naman sayo but you were always away kaya I don't have the chance to tell you." I wiped the tears away.

"But I also thought that maybe you will not accept my baby but that's okay, just let us go..."

"Uh-huh" His large steps took over the distance between us. He crushed me in his chest and hugged me tightly. Ang kaniyang braso ay pumaikot sa aking baywang habang ang isa ay idinidiin ang ulo ko sa dibdib niya.

This is awkward.

Whoever see us in this state, he or she might think that we have a relationship. Sa uri ng awkward na pagkakayapos niya sa akin ay baka mapagkamalan pa kaming mag-asawa.

He breathed out loudly, again. Halos pumikit ako ng maamoy ko ang kaniyang hininga. Hindi mabaho ang hininga niya, infact it smells good, mixture of mint and some alcohol.

"It's okay if you don't accept my baby," I sighed.

"You know that I'll accept it. Maybe, I harmed you before but that doesn't mean I'll harm my child too. I just did it because... because... well you know you were so hardheaded so I taught you a lesson." Tumayo ang mga balahibo sa aking katawan ng unti-unting lumapit ang kaniyang mukha sa akin.

Pinagdikit niya ang ilong namin saka siya nagsalita. "I'll be responsible for this. I'll earn your trust." He said and he crushed his lips on mine. It was so passionate.

A WEEK passed after that. Madalas nang umuuwi si Neon tapos 'pag dumadating siya'y madami siyang dalang mga pagkain. Kalimitan sa inuuwi niya ay canned goods at junk foods. Karamihan sa inuuwi niyang pagkain ay prutas, saka niya lulutuin yong mga gulay na binibili niya.

"Ba't ang sarap mong magluto?" Tanong ko sa kaniya ng isang tanghalian na pareho kaming tahimik. Nakaupo lang ako sa Island counter habang siya'y busy sa pagluluto. Parang normal na magkasintahan lang ang dating. I still can't believe we're okay now, 'wag lang sana siyang sumpungin.

Nakakapanibago. I still remember the time that I cursed him in my mind a lot... times that I thought of killing him... get rid of him. Now, we're surprisingly acting like a couple, like we didn't have issues. I can still remember when he forcefully inserted... I blushed at the thought... I loathed him right then, I hated him with passion, although I unexpectedly like it, I still felt disrespected that time, tho his kisses where like igniting the fire in me, I still didn't leave the thought of losing my virginity.