A secret romance

Chapter One

   It all started on a Monday after school.Sabrina walked to the public library ever day untill her mom would come pick her up.As soon as she got comfortable she would grab her laptop and check her Facebook.Although her name was Sabrina's she had made a fake account because her parents didn't want her to have social media.So she never posted pictures and her name was Marianna anne. She soon realized that Zack had accepted her friend request.She didn't know Zack well but he had just started showing up at her Monday youth group.Sabrina's just ignored it and got onto her favorite game draw.She played a few rounds with her best friend ashlyn then decided maybe Zack will play so she sent him a request to play.What she didn't know is that it was one of Zack's favorite games to so he accepted and they played a few rounds together. Sabrina soon realized after a few rounds that Zack had messaged her asking her how she knew him.Sabrina's replied well u kind of don't.After a few rounds passed they had both gotten tired of the game so they decided to just chat for a while.Zack and Sabrina chatted for about 2 hours before Sabrina's mom came.she said goodbye forgetting to tell Zack that her name was actually sabrina.she didn't go to youth group that night but did smile all the way home thinking of how sweet Zack was to her.Later that night sabrina got back onto her laptop and went to Zack's profile soon dealing he had been going to youth group because his girlfriend Chelsea went.sabrina didn't know much about Chelsea and never really talked her before.She closed her laptop after playing a few more rounds of draw with her sister and fell asleep.The next morning she had a message from Zack saying good morning.She replied good morning to you to then set her phone down so that she could get ready for school.when she grabbed her phone again Zack had messaged her again asking her how she was and she thought about it for a little bit...maybe I shouldn't tell him maybe I can wait a little bit and see how this goes so she replied I'm packing boxes I won't be at school today sorry really wish we could hang out.he soon replied oof that really sucks you seem really nice I kinda wanted to see you today.she shut her phone off and smiled and headed out the back door to her bus stop.That was the first and not the last lie she told Zack.After school sabrina again walked to the library and checked her Facebook there was another message from zack saying hey whatcha up to.she thought fast and replied nothing much thinking of you to be honest.Zack sent back a smiley face saying I couldn't keep my mind off you.she smiled and looked down at her phone seeing a text from her mom reading can't pick you up today your gonna  have to walk sorry I love you.Sabrina desired to stay a little longer and talk to Zack they talked for 4 hours before she realized it was starting to get dark and started walking home.as soon as she got home she crawled right into bed and started messaging Zack again.she didn't know why but she wanted to talk to Zack every second of every day he made her feel special like she was the only girl in the world and she liked it...she liked it a lot.a few days passed and it was finally the weekend when she noticed that Zack had broken up with his girlfriend.she messaged Zack and asked him how he was doing and he replied I'm great now that your messaging me.she smiled and replied lol ur such a dork he replied and ur goofy thats why I like you.she squealed and threw her phone in excitement.Because even though she was to afraid to admit it she liked him back.Because she didn't want to date him because he still didn't know who she really was.She replied I'm moving to Idaho in a few weeks.He didn't reply although he seen the message.Sabrina fell asleep waiting for him to reply .The next week sabrina went to a party and got drunk and messaged Zack telling him she loved him.Zack replied not knowing she was super drunk I love you to so glad I got that off my chest but sabrina lost her phone and didn't reply again until Monday.apologizing saying she was super drunk and didn't remember a thing about the night before.He replied with oof that sucks I'll ttyl I'm going to school she replied OK.they eventually started basically dating online but sabrina still had not revealed who she really was.but her sister desided to take charge and she told him.he stopped talking to sabrina for a while until she messaged him asking what's wrong he then replied I know who u are sabrina replied I know doesn't mean u have to stopped talking to me I can hide my looks but the thing u loved about me was my personality they agreed to stay friends but every night she would read the last message he sent to her before he found out who she was the message reads...I know we don't know each other well and your moving and stuff but you mean everything to me I love you.your the night to my moon ur the sun to my sky ur just perfect.I can't wait for us to be 18 I want that life with you and I will love you forever your such a kind person I don't need to see you to know I love you your personality is the one I've been looking for I just wanted to let you know how much you mean to me I love you.she reads it every night wondering how something that strong can end in only a few minutes she still to this day is in love with him but has to hide it because he doesn't feel the same way nobody knows what the future holds but sabrina will never know a few days after sabrina and Zack stopped talking she turned on the water for her bath let it run as she wrote on a price of paper I'm not a girl a lot of people notice but I was the girl he noticed and to me that meant everything she took the box of razor blades she bought that afternoon slicing though her skin blood pouring out and for once he wasn't the only thing on her mind.