Forgotten Dreams: g.d.

Chapter 1

I guess that even if you promise forever, nothing ever really lasts. Anything could happen in a second that could take a person away from you, it could be physically, I never realized that it could be mentally as well. My name is Madison Lemont, and I've been friends with Grayson Dolan since my senior year of high-school and dating him since my freshman year in college, I'm 22 now. I met Grayson when he was 18, a few years after he moved to L.A. I didn't have any idea who he was, and he seemed to like that. We became really good friends, but I asked him to hide me from the world, I didn't want him to post about me or even talk about knowing me, because I know how fame is. The girls hear about a girl that's involved in their life and then they start to become hateful towards them, not all of them, but some of them do. I just didn't want that kind of negative attention. But shortly after Grayson and I became good friends, somewhere along the way a lot of feelings began to develop. I spent most of my time with him and Ethan. I was attending UCLA for med school after I graduated, I wanted to be a doctor, and I was apart of the cheer team there. As far as I was concerned, my life couldn't have gotten any better. I had two best-friends that I adored, one a little more than the other, and the life that I had always wanted. On September 19 of my freshman year in college, Grayson asked me to be his girlfriend, and then finally introduced me to his fans after a year of me not wanting to be, I finally agreed. Our love was epic. He is the most amazing man that I have ever met in my whole life. He loves and cares deeper than anyone that I have ever met. He made me feel the kind of special that you only hear about in fairy tales. He is spontaneous, adventurous, and completely fearless. He has the softest heart and the most kind smile that can illuminate a room withing seconds. He is the love of my life. But he doesn't remember any of it, Grayson doesn't remember who he is.

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(The day of the accident)

Grayson and I were on our way to the warehouse so he could meet Ethan there to film a video. It was about 7 at night so it was starting to get dark. We were parked at a red light, and as it turned green we went, but a car came from the other way and ran right into the driver side of the car, after that, nothing, everything was black. The first thing I remember after that is waking up in an ambulance, looking to my side to see a bloody Grayson, not at all conscious, and then shock took over my body and the blackness returned. 

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(3 hours after the accident) 

I woke up, I don't know how much later, in a hospital bed, with no one in sight, I was in a room alone and had no idea where Grayson was, or if he was alive. That's when it hit me. I didn't know if Grayson was alive. I started to scream and almost immediately a nurse ran into the room and tried to calm me down, but I was hysterical. Screaming, crying, shooting out questions faster than anyone could answer them. After about 5 minutes of this continuing I finally calmed down, the nurse looking relieved. 

"Honey, you're in the hospital, do you know your name?" she asked me in a soothing voice. "Madison Lemont." I replied softly, almost to the point where she couldn't hear. 

"Okay, do you know what happened to you Madison? Do you remember?" she asked again and I tried my hardest to keep everything together and not lose it again as I spoke, tears came to my eyes.

 "I was in a car accident, me and my boyfriend..." I said as a tear rolled down my cheek and hit the cold white bed sheet as the nurse took me into her arms and told me not to get worked up again. Quietly I laid down and thought of all the possible things that could be wrong with Grayson, and I cried myself to sleep. 

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