Newbie || ·Matthew Espinosa·

Chapter 4

Jess P.O.V

"jess, do you have your suitcase ready?"

"yes Zoey! I do!" I say to Zoe that was reseing me to get ready for the flight. That man that called me yesterday was the manager of MagCon, he explained me everything and it was really wired. He explained that yes there was alot of boys an this year there letting girls inter. That's where I come in, I have no idea how many people will be there. I think I have some kinda phobia, just being around people I don't know just get me really wired out!

"jess are you ok?" Jason says standing in front of me.

"ugh? Yeah! I am? Why?" I say a little too quickly.

"you look...kinda tease!" He said

"ohh? No! Im fine!"

"are you sure? Because I can-"

"NO! I'm fine! Jason! OKAY, now can you please help me with this." I stopped him from finishing his sentence. He nodded and grabbed my suitcase from the ground and headed towards the taxi that was parked up front.

Great I think I made him upset now! Ugh. I'm nerves were taking over me.

"Jason!" I says running towards him. "Jason! Look I'm sorry I didn't mean to talk to you that way! I'm just a little-"

"Nervous!" He said as I look at his green eyes! "I get it Jess! You're nervous, we both know how you get when you're nervous." The green eyed boy said as he pulled me into a hug.

"thank you!" I say with a sigh.

"don't worry about it jess! Just remember to have fun, and take care of Zoe, and Man I sound like a dad!" He said that made me little tends

"ohh I'm so sorry jess I didn't mean to-".

"No, its ok! I'm over it!" I says with confidence in my voice.

"really?" Jason said

"yes!" I say as I shake the horrible memory of my father out of my head.

"HAY! what do i pay you for! Get to work Jason!" Zoey yelled form the front porch.

"you don't even pay me!" Jason yelled back.

"keep working my children!" She said as we all laugh.

-

"I'll miss you mom!" I say to my mom as I hug her, she one of the strongest women I know and I really look up to her.

"ill miss you to my little jj" she said as we released from the hug. I look over to see Zoey doing the same thing, but she has both of her perants.

"hey." I heard beside me. I look to my right to find Jason with his arms open. "Don't forget about me!"

"I didn't!" I say as I hugged him lightly. "I'm really, really going to miss you jess!" Jason whispered in ny ear. I'm really going to miss him to he was my first friend, I even knew him before Zoey came.

"me too Jason, me too!" I whisper back.

"Okay!?! Can we stop the lovey Dufy, and can we be to the plan so we can get to California as fast as possible! Please!" Zoey said as we pulled away with a laugh, but jason's was a different laugh? I did quite get it but, I shook it off.

"okay lets go!" I say as Zoe and I walked off as soon as we got to the line where there where taking the plain tickets I turn one more time, and saw my mom and Zoey's family waving good bye, my eyes landed in Jason that had a sadness on his face.

I couldn't do anything but wave good bye, or a see you later. I feel really bad for leaving Jas behind, but when I asked if I could bring someone they said there wasn't to much space to bring more people.

"I can I see your passport?" The lady said in front of me snapping me out of my thoughts.

And with that I gave her the passport, and with into the line towards the airplane.

-

"This is going to be really exciting! Isn't it Jess!" Zoey said as we sat on our plain seats.

"Yes it is! Really Exciting!" I say sarcastically

"Ohh! Sarcasm! I see jess, I see!" Zoey said as I plug in my head phones and close my eyes followed from a yawn. I just felt really tired at this point where I just want to sleep.

An without anymore thinking I let darkness take over me.

~dream~

"NO HELL NO!" I heard from a door that was cracked open.

"So why are you always with her, do you like her?" I don't know what was happening nor I knew where was I?

"Really! She's just a little emo looking for some attention!" Suddenly my eyes started to water up and tries where coming down.

"I just thought that you like her because you are-"

"Look! For me, she can go cut her self for all I care!" And that when I couldn't take the insults anymore. I ran and ran all I could. How could he? Why would he? most of all i was too stupid to fall for him!

My thoughts where yelling as loud as they could telling me. Alot of 'I told you so' and harmful thing that I couldn't handle, as I open a door I go into the empty bathroom room and fine that little black bag full of hurtful memory's that are inside. I look at that pics of gray metal.

"If he wants me to cut! That's what he get."

~End of Dream~