"It's just another night
and I'mstaring at the moon,
I saw a shooting star
and thought of you,
you're on the other side
I'm miles away from seeing you.."
I do believe in happily ever after.Cuddling together, watching movies together, eating together, talking nonsense things, and of course, growing old together.
But in real life, this might be impossible.
Hi. My name is Jess. Jessie Walters. Lilinawin ko lang, wala po kaming lahi. Siguro 'yong mga ninuno ko meron.
I'm 20 years of age. Im Bisexual. And I'm proud of myself. I'm single ever since the world begun.
I do have crushes on girls. But not as much as I do have crushes on boys.
My life is a bit boring. I'm not into a drinking session either bar hangouts, etc.
I would rather surf the net and sleep.
Nice isn't it?
Listening mellow music, reading my previous diaries and cleaning my room are some alternatives.
And that is my life.
As I woke up this morning, I reached for my phone placed beside my pillow and read new text messages.
2 messages. Its from my 2 bestfriends. Sean and Macky.
Not to mention, we have the same blood. Not relatives. You know what I mean.
from: Sean
Jess! Bday ni Macky today. Any plans?
Phew. I almost forgot. Gonna check my extra money later.
from: Macky
Bae! 8:00PM dto na kyo ha. Mg hhanda dw c mama. Mgddala din dw ng fud boo q. see u! mua.
Okay. Boo. He's boyfriend named Matt. An Engineering student.
Their parents knew about their relationship.
That's what you called Legal.
I'm still sleepy. So I decided to go back to sleep. I can feel my eyes are closing when suddenly my phone rings.
Urghhhh.. crap
Sean calling...
"Uy bae! Ano na? Tara na. Bili na tayo gift kay Macky" sean on the line
"Mamaya ng hapon. Ang aga pa e. Sunduin mo na lang ako dito samin mamaya ha? Mga 3. Inaantok pa ko e. See u later!" then I hit the end button.
*mall
DARNNNN!!!! Been waiting for about 1 and half hour and yet no sign of Sean.
Keeping myself busy. Deleting old messages, photos, vids and everything that's not necessarily needed.
When suddenly someone tapped my back. atlast. After decades of waiting.
"Sorry Jess!!! Inantay ko pa kasi 'tong si babe sa bahay e. By the way, si Jonathan, new bf ko. Babe, si Jess bestfriend ko."
srsly? bago na naman?
Of course, shake hands thingy.
As we scout the area, couples are everywhere. Hetero and Homo relationships.
duhhhh? the heck I care.
But deep inside of course it kills me.
It will only cause headaches. And heartaches indeed. So nevermind.
After we bought gift, we ate in a fast food chain. Forever alone.
Just watching my bestfriend and his Babe eating. uhhhhhh..... sweet.
Me? Eating fries and crying.
Kidding aside. Just eating fries and checking my phone from time to time. Maybe someone would text me and save me from this awkward moment.
