Behind you, is where nobody dares to look. Behind your friendly smile, your laughing eyes, your funny words and the apparent good humor that characterizes you, hides a dark place that you don't want to show to anyone. You are suffering, day by day it's hard to get out of bed, despite how much you love when you are out, your family, your friends, your work, are what gives meaning to your existence. So you keep moving forward, struggling to hide the pain that corrodes you internally, with a wish to show a small part so someone else can notice. So they understand that there is something that is slowly consuming you every time you are surrounded by people who feel happy with your company. You're screaming with all your might, but nobody can hear you.
What lies behind that friendly posture, only covet to be free.