Today will be a diary...
I spent time with people today... One of them had kissed a girl....the other made the smae girl question herself. I just...was there. I am surrounded by people getting dates, girlfriends kisses, love. Feeling this hole deep in my heart where someone elses should be....but I'm alone. Alone, and worthless. Alone, worthless, and hurt. Someone told me I was beautiful today. Suprisingly, it wasn't my mom. I beleived them....foolishly. I know they love me...but it isn't the way I need someone to. But... not...not them. I would never date them. If they saw it....why can't anyone else? Chronic loneliness is what I have. If you don't beleive its a thing, you should be me. Feelings with nobody to tell them to, being aline every night, knowing that nobody would be holding me....ever. Dying alone is going to hurt, I know this. The thing is, I have terminal touch starvation hurts too. Never having that one person who you know loves you hold you.....hurts....nowadays everything does....
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Daily Writings
Short StorySimilar to a diary. Full of short stories, emotions, hopes and dreams, imaginary worlds, friends I wish I had, and strange facts about me. Would you write with me?
