you've hooked my heart

Why?

    So i guess i owe you an explanashin of who my mom was.Truth be told my mom was not as bad as everyone says she is. Well i mean yes she was nicer when she was around me but still, after she had me with a man she only met once and never agin she vowed to me she was going to change and get us out of here.

    As i walked home from the beach (that was so filled with garbage you realy cant call it a beach) i was thinking about my family and how messed up it is. It was just me and my mom for my hole life. pirets took that away from me, but why do i not feal fully convinced of that? Why do i feal this giggle rise in me when i think of one piret from neverland in particuler?

   
    I think about jay and all the things we could be doing and how right now he would have cheared me up if he where here. If my mom where here she would answer my question about harry and she would cradle me and tell me i was alright.

    Why did every one in my life have to leave? what is wronge with me? Why cant i keep friends? Why am i not good enough to be loved?

    With that i went full on breakdown in the street. I can't breath. I can't see anything because of my trears that threaten to choke me. I am falling i can feel it. i am falling into a deep dark hole. But something is pulling me up, what is it? Or rather who is it?

    "Are ye alright?"the person asks. I now that voice. who is it? I feel myself warm up at the sound of his voice. What is wrong with me? who is this person?

     Why can't i think with his stronge arms around me pulling me away from all the noise?