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Rant 1: RELATIONSHIPS SUCK

-MATURE LANGUAGE AND SOME SEXUAL THEMES!-

Happy February! I'm gonna rant about this specific "relationship" I had a few months ago. You see, I say "relationship" in quotes because, you see, this guy pressured me into one, it was..one sided love, if you please. But, I'll get into the story. 

So, there was this guy, let's call him, Aaron, because why the hell not. I met him through one of my friends, and we got pretty close pretty quick. He seemed nice, and I got to know him more. A few months later, we developed feelings for each other. It wasn't long until we formed a relationship.

Things were good at first, our relationship was good. Then, he got a little more...intense. He had me spend overnight talking to him, I couldn't talk to my friends, not my family, no one, all I did was talk to him. I don't know if any of my friends spotted the change, well, one of them did. She told me that this type of relationship was highly toxic, and I agreed. It was almost like he didn't want me to spend a second without him. 

I had a plan, it was my parent's 14th marriage anniversary. I was gonna put my phone down for that one day, it was just a day, what could it hurt? 

So many things went wrong while I was gone. He kept bringing up that I wasn't answering his texts. He then got into a fight with the friend that told me our relationship was toxic. She told him that he should dial it down, because he was being obsessed. He then said she was obsessive and exploded at her. The next day, he leaked out a secret of hers, let's just say it was a big one, one that could ruin her life. 

She got angry, obviously, but he didn't stop there. Telling it to everyone he knew, then, when I told him to stop. He told his friends, who were also my friends, a bunch of rumors about me, sending him nudes (didn't do that), and some really gross stuff. They called me a bunch of nasty stuff, and I have one friend from that friend group that still stuck around. 

The next day, he formed a crush on another girl, a few days before that he told me he loved me. That was hard, to say the least, didn't even care about what I felt, just...dumped me. 

Which leads me to now! He tried apologizing to me. Saying sorry over and over. Even though I didn't want to, I forgave him, but inside I wanted to tell him so bad about how much he's hurt me. Ruining my friendships, and spreading rumors about me that had people thinking that I'm some whore. I could probably just make a whole book about this. This is the least of what he's done to me. But alas, things are good now, I have my actual friends, and I picked my life back up. A few rumors went by about him crushing on me again. I ignored it all, he can piss off with that bullshit, and now I made a book about him! hooray! 

So..This came out way more serious than I thought, but, next rant will probably be more light hearted, see you later my loves! Happy Valentines Day! <3