This Thing Called Love

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Kamya🌺

My name is Kamya there's not much to know about me really I'm 17, a senior in high school. I hate my life, ik you're wondering why it's simple life always kicking me in my ass. It's all started the beginning of the summer. My mom was trying her hardest to make it to come get me and my twin brother from his basketball game when she sadly didn't make it . Just three months before my senior year I still don't know what to do she was my everything the only reason I had enough confidence in my life was because of her. If you haven't guessed it by name I'm also not a size two I'm actually a size twenty-two, my skin is a smooth milk chocolate color. My hair is natural curly, I'm 5"9. I also don't get mistreated because I'm bigger than the other female most females would die for my shape. It's really a me thing I feel uncomfortable about my weight so I beat myself up about it . I know call me crazy but it's true, I think I'm not attractive or even good enough to be in anyone's life. Back to my family, my twin brother Kyle is the total opposite of me his very handsome, his 6"2 the star of he basketball team. He stays out of trouble. Only if he stops hanging out with his drug dealing bestfriend Pharaoh. But other than that my brother is a good kind of guy. My dad struggles to keep food in our mouths but we some how make it at the end of the day. We most definitely are not the richest family but we hav all we need. But enough about all that just sit back relax and enjoy the show lol
Xoxo ~Kamya

Kyle

I closed my diary and put it under my nightstand that the only thing I have left that my mom gave me before her passing. After she passes my dad went through everything to erase her out of our memories he took photos gifts any thing she brought he threw away and replaced. But I guess that's his way of handling her death. I mean they were so in love I remember right before dinner they used to dance around the living and singing to one another .
I started to smile until my brother walked into my room

" aye mya where dad went" jayson asked while standing in the my door frame
"I really don't know all he said was I'll be right back and left"
Jayson walked further in my room and plopped on my bed
'Bet, if he gets back before me let him know I'm at Pharaoh's house'
I just politely rolled my ass as soon as he mentioned his name, it not like I have an issue with him I just don't want my brother involved in the same life style he's into.
'Aye don't do that mya he's cool people'

' what ever jay you can leave now Leah about to come over anyway' and with that he left out my room but not before he kissed me on my forehead
I swear I love my brother I just don't want him to end up as a statistic, I laid down while I waited for Leah to come over but sadly my thoughts were rudely interrupted by someone ringing the door bell. I got up only wear my sports bra and a pair of shorts that hugged my hips in all the right places to go open the door. 
'I'm coming' I yelled towards the door a little annoyed that the person behind it was literally banging on my door. I swung the door ope to see no one but Pharaoh Adrian Smith.
' took you long enough where the fuck jay at' he looked me up and down
' first off ion know who you talking to and he otw to your house ' I spoke back to him as he pushed his why into my house
'Nigga who tf invited you in ' I said with a slight attitude
'My self I'm about to call him and tell me to meet me here' Pharaoh stated
I just rolled my eyes as I headed to my room to throw on a shirt before I started to cook dinner it was taco night something easy.  I grabbed my phone to only see a text message from my bestfriend I saw that it was a text thread and decided she could wait probably wasn't nothing important. I made my way to the kitchen, while hooking my phone up to the speaker and started blasting Summer Walker's Girls Need Love. Swaying my hips to the beat I began cooking
'Aye you need some help' Pharaoh asked
I slowly turned around almost forgetting he was here waiting on jay
' sure, do you mind cutting the lettuce and tomatoes up for me '
'Sure' was the only reply I received

Pharaoh

Yo Wasup my name Pharaoh but these streets know me as Black why black because no had to get this shit on my own nigga my own mother ain't want a nigga. She left my on my auntie front door when I was just a month old and her and my dad dippy . My auntie died when I was five she was the only person I can say truly loved me she invested in my future, she left me a big inheritance for when I turn 21 and I already had a plan for that money. Shidd after she passed I was put in home after home until one day my foster care mom tried to Rape me when I was 14, I ran away shortly after I ended up being found and tossed back in to the system to only be adopted by my now pops and mom
My pops a mean ass king pin in these streets his name Phor put people call him 'P'  my mom so pretty her name Vanessa she looks just like a younger version of nia long , she my heart if it wasn't for her I wouldn't have my heart open to some mother fuckers like I do , like Mya she my baby she just doesn't know it I'm just out here hoeing now but soon she'll be all mine when I'm ready to settle down simple. Enough about all that let me help my baby cook.

Pharaoh

I walked passed mya and started washing my hands once I dried them I started cutting the tomatoes , shit jay say he'll meet me here in an hour. Fine by me more time with my baby
'Aye mya why you always giving a nigga a hard time' I heard her say something under her breath . I know she don't like my life style but I'll change her mind . Looking at her in them shorts had a nigga ready to fuck her against that stove . Once I finished cutting every I walked behind mya and pressed myself against her . Don't let mya confuse y'all we been fucking around I-know y'all thought she was gone push a nigga out nawll I took her virginity. After her mom died she was going through baby girl was on a deep end and one day I was chilling smoking with her and shit it happened best thing I ever Been in and I be damned if another nigga gets a sample. she knows what's up she the reason why I'm still hoeing she said ' just because you took my cookie doesn't mean I accept your life style ' I started kissing on her next and shit knowing damn well her shit barking for a nigga to dig deep in it shit I was ready to anyway. She elbowed me to back up and I put my hands up surrendering. I was satisfied by the mark I left on her anyways so it is what it is.

Just a little taste of something new I wanna try let me know if I should continue or not 💜💜😘