Jungkook is a little but he is forced to keep it a secret due to his Idol lifestyle. However living in a dorm with his hyungs made it difficult to hide his secret. Do they find out? Will they accept him?
The sun awoke me from my sleep making me groan in annoyance. "Time to get up kookie. Time for practice." I heard my bandmate and friend tell me from his bed on the other side of the room. "I want to sleep forever. Leave me be hyung." I groaned while shoving my face further into the pillow. I heard him chuckle as I felt him slap my foot in attempt to wake me once again. "You sound like Yoongi Hyung, who is up already which means we're waiting for you so get up and get ready, we're filming our choreography for Fake Love so wear darker colors." He told me as he opened the curtains. I sighed and untucked myself from my oh so comfortable bed. The softness of it and the sweet nickname Taehyung called me almost made me slip into my headspace so I guess it's a good thing that I woke up. I walked to my closet and picked out an outfit avoiding any soft clothes or fun colored clothes. I have been very stressed lately because of our music videos and shows. And on top of that I'm never alone meaning I have no time to regress into my little headspace which is usually what relieves my stress the most. However I do have a little bit to do with not regressing... I'm scared that my hyungs won't accept me. I'm a 20 year old acting like I'm 5 how is that not weird. After changing and doing my morning hygeine I walked downstairs to see my hyungs waiting at the door. "THANK GOD KOOKIE! WE'RE GOING TO BE LATE! HURRY UP NOW!" Jin yelled as I made my way down our dorm steps. "Sorry hyung... I was just tired I didn't mean to keep you all waiting." I said with my head down. "It's alright Jungkooks but you have to keep a better hold of your sleeping schedule. We can't always wait around for you." Namjoon Hyung said as he patted my back. My face turned red from the nickname and I smiled trying my hardest not to regress. "Yah is everything alright kookie?" Yoongi asked me as we stepped into BigHit. I gave him a confused look and chuckled. "Yes hyung. Everything is fine." I answered with a smile. "Why do you ask?" " You never sleep that late and you have seem distant and stressed. I just want you to know that you can tell me or any of the other hyungs anything." Yoongi Hyung said patting my back and walking into our practice room. Should I tell them? I thought looking at my group of hyungs getting ready to film our dance. They'd never understand .... I thought looking to the ground... Why even bother?
(Time skip to after practice)
After practice the other members and I headed back to the dorm. Most of the members went to the kitchen for dinner before bed but I had a more important task at the moment. "Uhm Jin hyung. I think I'm just going to head to bed. I don't feel too good after practice." I said huntching over to create the illusion of pain. "Oh my. Do you need anything? Soup, medicine, I can run you a shower?" Jin hyung quickly said while checking my forehead with his hand. I chuckled and pulled his hand away from my head. "No I think I'll just sleep it off." I said while turning to go to mine and Taehyungs bedroom. "GOODNIGHT KOOKIE!" he yelled causing the other members to yelled goodnight as well from the kitchen. "Goodnight!" I responded while shutting the bedroom door behind me. After the door was shut I quickly dashed to my closet and went to the very back. I parted my colorful sweaters that I had from various shoots and shopping sprees with Taehyung Hyung and pulled out a box that was decorated with stickers and glitter. I smiled and opened the box. Inside was all of my little things. I had pacifiers, toys, crayons, coloring books, etc. Everything I needed for little kookie. I hurriedly peeled off my shirt replacing it with a soft yellow pastel sweater. I cuddled into it's warmth for a second before putting one of my blue pacifiers in my mouth.
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I smiled in content then ran to my bed giggling. I had finally regressed, I was now little Kookie. However this time I was really far regressed. I don't think I'd be able to snap back to big kookie anytime soon and that was a horrible thing. Suddenly I started panicking making my little self cry and pull my knees to my face trying to comfort myself. I hope they don't hear me.
[Yoongi]
I walked out of the kitchen and down the dorm hall to my bedroom when I heard crying from one of the bedrooms. "Hello?" I tapped on the door waiting for someone to answer. There was no response so I knocked again. I continued walking down the and made my way to my bedroom but stopped when I heard sniffles from Jungkook and Taehyungs room. I stepped to their door and put my head against it to see if I could hear what was happening. "Wat kookie going to do?" I heard a small voice say. My face contorted in confusion as I pushed my ear against the door more. I kept hearing the same sentence being repeated by what sounded like a small jungkook. I was having enough with wondering so I decided to enter the room. I opened the door to see Jungkook with a blue pacifier in his mouth and yellow sweater wrapped around his small frame. He was so adorable I think I could die. "Jungkookie?" I said making Jungkook aware of my presence making him jump off the bed and into the closet. I ran to the closet door and tried opening it to find it locked. I sighed and say outside the door. "Kookie, I knew there was something wrong. Mind explaining to me now?" I asked threw the door knowing he could hear me. I heard him sniffle slightly. "Kookie can't say." He replied through the door. "Why is that?" I asked softly. "Hyungs will hate kookie." He stated. "Us hyungs could never be mad at you Kookie." I said. It can't be that bad. Could it? I thought. "K-k-kookie.. is... Is a little.." I heard Jungkook say through the door making me tense slightly. I had heard of littles before but I had never thought I'd actually meet one. Let alone one of them be my band mate and one of my most beloved friends. "Do you hate kookie?" I heard him whisper. I looked to my lap and smiled. "No.." I answered "I love you kookie, no matter what, I can help you." I said. I looked back to my lap until I heard a click making my head snap up. The closet door creaked open as kookie poked his head out with his blue pacifier hanging off his lips. I smiled and opened my arms knowing he was far into little space. I leaned about little in a psych class so I understood about kookies headspace and that this sort of thing is usually caused by stress. I sighed knowing that Jungkook was thrown into the idol life quick which probably triggered his little side. However I thought having little Jungkook around will be good. I was interrupted from my thoughts when I felt a tight at my shirt. I looked down and realized kookie wanted my attention. "What is it my bunny?" I asked making his cheeks turn a shade of pink. I chuckled and waited for his response. "Kookie wants to play." He said with a pout. I laughed and walked to what looked to be his little box. I rummaged through it until I found a small bottle of bubbles making Kookie bounce in joy. I laughed and sat on the ground. Just as I was about to hand Jungkook the wand he pushed it back my way. "You do it hyung. I want to be the big monster that destroys the bubbles." Kookie said in a deep voice. I smiled and started blowing the bubbles resulting in a room full of Kookies giggles and occasional roars. Then he suddenly sat down and just stared at the bubbles in amazement. I looked at him confused when he suddenly started babbling incoherent words. I gasped when I remember a crucial part of my studies. A little sometimes could regress to a baby headspace if they are forced to stay out of little headspace. Just as I started panicking trying to think about what to do with baby kookie I heard the front door open. "We're home!" I heard Jin hyung yell and the rest of the members feet rushing through the door. My eyes widened and I looked at kookie who was currently chewing on his hands. "What... The... Fuck....do ....I .....do?"
