i am not good or bad
i haven't figured anything out regarding my mental health
i am no longer attending uofl
i am living with my girlfriend
life is really hard sometimes
i've fucked up more in the past year than in my whole lifetime
i am extremely negative about everything
i miss my friends more than life itself
i have a lot of shit i need to figure out and work on
i know i've said this countless times
but i'm trying
i really am
and i know things will get better someday
but only if i change now
