Sidewalk Chalk (A Louis Tomlinson Fanfic)

23: Lilli's Diary

🎶Hands are silent, voices numb🎶

Chapter 23: Sidewalk Chalk💛

(LOUIS' POV)

I really don't know what came over me. The way she stared at the screen in some sort of awe...I'd felt something id never felt before. A huge, gigantic pang of jealousy.

Why the carrots does she have a crush on that guy? That stupid, stupid ironman. I mean really? I know I shouldn't have shouted at her, and now that I think about it, I'm being pretty stupid. It's just a celebrity crush, everyone has one.

Like Zayn, and Megan Fox. But then again, I'm a celebrity. So wouldn't her celebrity crush be me? I was so confused and jealous I ignored where I was going. I ran into whichever room i found and flopped onto the bed.

Immediately the smell of coconut shampoo reached my nose....I was in Lilli's room. I let out a huge sigh, playing with my thumbs as I stared at the ceiling. I sat up and looked around her room, my jealousy slowly fading away and the effect of what I had done sinking in. I had yelled at Lilli. Just because of some movie character she had a crush on. She didn't have a crush on the actor, just the movie character. God, I'm so stupid!

I slowly looked around the room, trying to distracted myself. If I wasn't distracted, I would most probably start crying because what I'd done. Lilli was probably in shock, or angry. I would be.

As I took in my surroundings, I noticed a small, neon green notebook on the dresser. I flipped it open to reveal a beautiful drawing of a forest.

Smiling at Lilli's pure talent, I flipped page after page to see drawing after drawing. After about 9 pages, the drawings stopped. the next page was filled with loopy, cursive writing. "Dear Diary" the top of the page proclaimed. This is her diary? The date in the corner of the page identified that this as being written only a few months ago.

I flipped a bunch of pages until I found an entry written by Lilli only last night. Eagerly but somewhat guiltily, I began to read.