7th October
I looked at myself in the mirror
I looked lifeless , ugly, awful , desperate.
Not until now I hadn't realised that my eye bags had became more prominent as well as my cheek bones .
I had lost weight , my face lost its pretty healthy colour, and my lips weren't red anymore.
I lost every sign of life .
I was fragile , all weak .
But what really ached my heart were my eyes .
Besides from them being extremely red , they looked empty .
Back then I always had that sparkle of love and joy , I used to be cheerful all happy and full of life but right now , everything was gone .
I couldn't know myself anymore .
This wasn't the Kim Taehyung I used to be ...I barely smiled for the last 3 weeks .
My rectangular smile faded away , me as well , I was fading away slowly .
You didn't love me , not for a minute not for a second ... I was sure now after hearing you talking to him , I saw this beautiful smile of you , the same smile when we started dating , you were really happy with him , unlike with me , " I love you " I heard you say to him .
It had been a month since the last time you said these magical words to me ....since the last time you passionately kissed me .
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Not A Big Deal . KTH (Completed )
Historia Corta" Sorry Taehyung " You always repeat the same bullshit . "It's not a big deal " I always mumble giving you the rectangular smile you love as if I didn't care , as if you didn't hurt me . But this time I'm afraid that I can't forgive you , you destr...
