I wake up to the sun just setting outside, well I slept longer than wanted. letting my eyes adjust to the light, looking around I am in the bed on my own, I can hear the shower running so I decide to get out of the bed and go out to the balcony, dragging myself along outside to the dark red sunlight I come to a stop and moving on to the comfy chair I mange to sit cross legged and start to roll myself ciggy.
the self destructive side to me always comes out when I want to be at peace with myself, all I want to do is take in my beautiful surroundings and chill but my head is always on 1000. A sad sigh escapes my mouth I just wish I could be some what normal, well as normal as you can get living with earths mightiest heroes. as I spark the lighter I hear the door open, " aww shit ive been busted" I muffle as I exhale the smoke from my lungs this earns a laugh from bucky, hair still wet from the shower sits in front of me on the ground, his blue eyes burning into my soul
