Hello to whoever may be reading this.
You know how adults are like ''Never put your problems or personal things on the internet!!''
Yeah. That doesn't matter here.
For those who don't know me, I like to imagine myself hiding behind the initials T.K. For those who do know me. The fuck you doing here lmao?
Now, I'm 15. I may act 12 and I may act older there's never any in between. And about me is that I grew up on an island, the green isle, the good old forgotten island.
Ireland
I never had much luck with friendships irl, there may be people I speak to but barely talk to outside of school. I have more online friendships. Longest one so far is 4-5 years and the girl is like a sister to me.
Anyways, most people think I must speak Irish fluently right? Oh no, you're wrong. You see in Ireland there's the gaeltacht, which is an area in Ireland who strictly speak Irish. I don't live there, I live in a town near the sea and built on a hill. It's shit. Most people would imagine a busy town with bakeries and cafes and nice clothing shops.
I have to travel to the city to buy clothes. No big deal right? I only go to the city twice every year. So I am usually behind on trendy clothes.
Besides that, I'm a blonde female who has grey eyes, glasses, short and weigh very little. It's not healthy. I used to be very tan, draco malfoy coloured hair, tall and skinny but alas I stopped growing and I lost more weight, got paler skin and darker hair.
I degraded by a lot. People call me attractive but I don't see it. My face is quite long and I have a button nose which is cute. My facial features aren't that bad, the problem is my teeth. I was a very scared child growing up who suffered recurring nightmares and only way I could sleep was by a pacifier, and when my adult teeth grew in, they grew sticking out. So I'm stuck like this because I refused to have braces because I was getting used to my teeth.
But now when I'm 18 I have to get an operation.
Now I never had much friends growing up. I was more of the bullied kid. Why? I still wonder too. I wasn't very smart and had problems with math up until I was 13 and had problems writing until I was 8. I'm bad at speaking English as I stutter a lot and it takes me a while to form a sentence. Which I'm teased for sometimes. I'm a quiet student but my classmates aren't fond of me.
My theory is because I read Harry Potter and they thought it was so nerdy. And because I'm awkward. I wish they got on with me because I'm not that difficult to get along with, get past the bad speech and awkward conversations and you're fine. But people don't want that.
I'm in good classes, higher subjects. I'm okay with them but maths just doesn't suit me.
I have a few school friends which I'll give fake names to. Theres:
Dee,
Beauty,
Lassie,
Smartass
and Giraffe.
They're nice, and all of them are really smart and good at something. Dee is great at writing and drawing, Beauty is an artist and is really smart, Lassie is an artist too and she's very pretty, Smartass is an artist too and pretty but but she's.. a smartass. Giraffe is VERY smart and funny.
No I do not go to a arts school or whatever. It's a normal public school although we.. do pay for education so people argue and say it's private.
Online I have a few friends too. Which I'll give fake names as well maybe. There is:
Carter,
Albe,
Keoulloi,
Ace,
Drew,
Frenchie,
Skye
and Jefferson
I mainly talk to a lot of them but with some it is hard to talk with them. Maybe I'm too sensitive I don't know. I first met Carter, then Albe, then Drew and Ace, then Skye and Jefferson, Keoulloi and lastly Frenchie.
They mean a lot to me and if they were in my school I'd probably be happier going there. Most of them are nearly done school though and only Keoulloi and Ace would be in the younger classes. I'm supposed to be meeting Albe in November finally. I've had fights with nearly all of them (Not Ace, Carter or Skye). Most fights resulted in us blocking each other but after weeks and months I always managed to find contact with them. They have all helped me one way or another.
Anyways.
This writing isn't normally how I write, if you're an online friend or know me irl then you know me.
Also if ''Brad'' is reading this.
Fuck you.
