RunAway (BTS x Depressed reader)

Running Away

^not what you look like^

TRIGGER WARNING- INCLUDES SELF-HARM DEPRESSION AND SUICIDAL THOUGHTS DO NOT READ IF YOUR UNCOMFORTABLE WITH THIS.

Y/N POV-

I just laid there not crying not even once while my 'mother' and 'brother' kicked me in the gut while my 'father' whipped me. I'm used to this........ I never cry anymore.....I never smile ... like an emotionless doll. After they've had their fun I limped up the stairs and into my room. I locked the door and grabbed a blade from my box filled with even more, and started to cut.....

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Eventually leaving 10 new cuts on each arm. I cleaned the cuts with hydrogen peroxide and wrapped them with gauze. Today's the day I leave this hell...... forever. I grabbed my phone and plugged my earbuds in. I started to pack. I threw 5 outfits in and 3 shoes, I threw in my hydrogen peroxide and gauze, then my box of blades, hygienic products, towels, blankets, pillows, snacks, water, laptop and phone charger, and finally my notebook and pencil pouch. Just as I grabbed my money which lead up to around ¥549,535 I heard footsteps and yelling...

'Shit it's my brother'

" GET DOWN HERE SKANK "

Just as I grabbed my bags and opened the window he broke down the door.

"YOUR NOT GOING ANYWHERE BITCH!!" He yelled as he reached out to grab me.

Just before he could I jumped out the window and ran. I ran like Satan himself was chasing me and I never looked back.

I finally reached the airport and bought my ticket. I boarded the plane and sat at a window seat. I put on my face mask and tuned out to BTS and found myself quietly humming their songs to myself.

~~~~after flight ~~~~~

After I landed I looked for a bank to transfer my yen into won. Finally I found one and walked out with 5,565,568 won (yes I used Siri), now next is to find an apartment. Before I set off on another adventure I checked the time. It was 9:00pm....

'Great just can't wait to be raped by an old drunk dude'
I played BTS and walked off. I finally found a complex that's office was still open. The apartments were made out of bricks with a pretty well kept park around it with a pond and bridge. I walked in.

"Excuse me, but I'd like to rent an apartment" I spoke up while clenching my bag.

"Sure apartment J-12 if available if you'd like it"

" I'll take it"

She handed me the papers to sign and 2 keys.

"It's a 2 bed and 1 bath apartment, you can use it to your liking" she said answering the question I was about to ask.

" oh and you don't have to pay until after 2 months"

I handed her the papers.

" thank you" I said while bowing

As I walked out the lady yelled " Oh and J is to the right 3 down!"

As soon as I got in my new home I u packed and made a to-do list.

•cancel phone off phone plan
• make a new plan (unlimited data)
• set up bank account
• enroll in a new high school
• go grocery shopping
• order furniture online

After I finished I curled up in my blanket and fell asleep.