We say ' I love you' but only in secret
We keep fighting
Why can't I reach you yet ?
You are with her
It doesn't make any sense right ?
I write about you
You write about me
So what is all of this for anyway
Why can't we be happy with each other ?
Oh thats right. You love her
You left some you that you loved for someone else
It doesn't make any sense does it ?
It hurts me to see you laugh and hear you tell her you love her. But you weld me long messages saying you need me.
It's tough
I don't know if I can do this much longer
I want you but it doesn't seem like you want me.
'Best friends will do for now' is what he said
I don't know what he means by that.
Does he mean he wants me?
Or am I his little trail behind toy?
Am I that to you?
Your back up ?
Your second choice ?
Harsh
You want to know why?
You was always my first choice
My first thought in the morning
My last though before I fell asleep
My dreams throughout the night
I made a lot of my decisions with you on my mind
It sucks because was was happy
What happened ?
Did you get bored?
Is she better looking than me in your eyes ?
Did she give you what you wanted ?
Did she not play hard to get ?
Did she let you slip in easily?
I don't know if best friends is going work...
How could you possibly be in love with your bestfriend?
