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Do you ever wake up in the middle of the night and start thinking what would happen if I didn't do that then you start to regret it but realize that it's too late then suddenly you feel like someone is squeezing you heart making it hurt so bad that your short of breathe and suddenly you cant breath like your underwater drowning but eventually you slowly realize that theres no use struggling and you lose all hope then give up and you feel cold and numb everything starts not to matter anymore you slowly lose yourself you feel like theres no end to this pain and you want it to end but it never does then suddenly you see one thing that gave you warmth and hope but you see something next to it and it hits you it's too late it's over nothing's going to change that and you feel shattered, broken and even more numb you now feel like you dont have any reason to be here anymore so you give up and sink waiting for the beautiful silence to come craving it so badly that your now in so much pain that it isn't coming
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things thought but never said
Short StoryA realization that you where never good enough.
