🌸 Meant to be {fillie au} 🌸

Uh oh

Hey guys, I'm so sorry for te absence, if you haven't seen the last message I posted I just have been going through some baaaad shit lately and lost one of my best friends. Feel free to dm me cause I feel really lonely.

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Finn's pov
The door opened to a- omfg- to a freaking goddess ??!
« Wooooahhh » I looked at her from up to down and blinked a few times to be sure I wasn't dreaming. « You look- stunning, Mills » I saw her cheeks heat up a little at my statement and she kindly thanked me. We left the dorm without a lot more words and soon were in the car.
« So, where are we going? » the beautiful brunette beside me asked after she turned to face me.
« Nope. » she groaned as she understood that I wasn't going to tell her that before we actually get there. I smiled at her cuteness and kept on driving.
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When we finally got here, I turned to face her and saw her looking around like a lost puppy.
« Where are we? » she asked as I brought her out of the car to reveal the unknown and underrated place of the town.
« My safe place. »
We started walking and I was holding her hand. We finally arrived to the amazing restaurant I got familiar with and I lead her to the entry.
« Finn! My boy!! » the young woman addressed to me with her French accent.
« Sarah! Comment tu vas? »
« Bien! Who's that hottie you got here? »
« Bonsoir, Millie, enchantée. » Millie shook her hand.

Sarah lead us to our table and we started looking through the menue, well, Millie was cause I know this menue by heart.
« So. » Millie said.
« So? »
« Sarah. »
« Wait what? Are you jealous?»
« No! I'm just- curious? »
« Haha! »
« I'm not jealous don't give me the 'HaHa!'. »
« Sureee. »
« Whatever just tell me. »
« Yea, well, my dear, Sarah is a good old friend of mine. »
« Mhmm, 'friend'. »
« See? You're jealous. »
« No I'm not. »
« Yes you are. »
« Am not. »
« Are so. »
« Am not. »
« Am not. »
« Oh thanks for admitting it Finnie. »
« Uhh I thought you would fall in the trick. » she laughed at my disappointment.
« Come on admit that there was something between the two of you. »
« There wasn't I swear. »
« Mhm. »
« Millie she's lesbian, like a hundred percent we're just friends. »
« Say bible. »
« Bibleee. »
« So if she wasn't you would have tried something. »
« What? Nooo, Millie! »
« Yes you would. »
« No I wouldn't- there's no way I will win this right? »
« Nope. »
« Uh I hate you. » the brunette laughed at my statement and we finally ordered.
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We were eating our food laughing and having a good time. I was about to do it. That was the moment. The moment I was finally going to ask her to be mine.
« Millie I, wanted to ask you something. » she stopped her laughing and replaced it with her beautiful smile.
« Yes? »
« I was wondering if you would be my g- »
« Millie?! » I was cut off by a boy with an American accent. Millie's eyes widened and she slowly turned around. The boy was standing like 4 meters from here and was slowly walking to her. I don't like him.. Just by the way he looks at her.
« Uh oh..» she whispered. I don't like him.
« What the hell are you doing here?! » she didn't seem happy.
« I tried at your school and at your moms but everybody told me you weren't here and kenz told me you were out at the restaurant with a friend so I made every restaurant of the city and here I am. » ok I definitely don't like him.
« Why? Who told you I wanted to see you? » her eyes were starting to water.
« Come on Brit I'm sorry. Please forgive me I promise you it will never ever happen again. » Brit?
« Oh that's for sure cause we'll never ever get together again J.» oh so it's him. The asshole shithead son of a bitch that broke her heart?! He's a dead man.
« Brittt, I swear I'll make it up to you. Bible! »
« Don't 'Brit' me! »
« You know nobody can make it up to you like I do babe. » he winked at her. What the?!
« Watch your mouth fuckboy. » I finally spoke up. He was not just gonna walk in like that and make my baby cry.
« Oh and I suppose this is your friend. »
« Boyfriend actually shithead. » Millie looked at me like I was crazy.
« Finn stop. »
« You're defending him?! »
« No but I know what he's capable of, trust me, you don't want to do this. »
« Yup, and that's why I deserve you more then that canadien bitch. We know each other by heart Brit. »
« Shut up. » she said and I felt myself tighten my punch.
« Come on Finn, he's not worth it. » she took my hand and we got out of the restaurant after I told Sarah I will pay tomorrow.
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We were in the car on our way back to the dorms.
« Boyfriend huh? » I smiled slightly and stayed silent.
« Was that what you were going to ask me before he fucked everything up? »
« Maybe, maybe not, I guess you'll have to wait to find out. » I winked at her and she giggled.

Millie's pov
We got back to our dorms. I was in my bed breaking down. He was the last person I needed to see. I hate him so much. But I still have a question I hate myself for never asking him. I kinda already know the answer but I need to hear it.
I got in the bathroom, took my boxe out of it's hiding place and did it, again.
I looked at the tears falling on my arm and mixing with the blood pouring out of my freshly cut skin.
You're seriously back at this Millie?

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I missed you guys.