I open my eyes and stumble from my bedsheets. I look back, confused. Did I code in a bed last night? I don't know, whatever. I rush to the computer. Sayori. She's in her house again at her desk, in her room. She sketches on a paper. I look closer. She's drawing Andre. The anger swells up inside of me again. She slides away the drawing onto the floor. She probably thinks it's horrible. Which is true. Anything she's proud of is the worst.
"Eeerrrr!" I say in anger. I can't take it anymore. I want her to feel the pain like I do. I eye the scissors on her desk. Perfect. I open up the coding again to manipulate her. I make her grab the scissors and stab them into the top of her arm. I smile in satisfaction.
Blood spills down her arm from the wound onto the paper. No more drawing of Andre.
"What did I-" She realizes. She puts her hands over her mouth.
She pulls the scissors out of her arm. The blood on both of the blades. She throws them into the wall.
I turn off the screen. None of this is real, anyways.
I turn towards my pen and stash of paper. I've been so immersed in making Sayori suffer to remember to write my poem. Is there even much to write about? I've seen so much lately, and Andre won't suspect a thing. He thinks we're all living life happily and bubbly, he's gonna try to flirt with everyone and not even know about this. I remember, the hole, the screen. Where everything is. The colors too. Why am I here? I can't write about the girls' pain! I would feel horrible to him, but I start to write.
Save Me
The colors, they won't stop.
Bright, beautiful colors
Flashing, expanding, piecing
Red, green, blue
An endless
cacophony
Of meaningless noise
The noise, it won't stop.
Violent, grating waveforms
Squeaking, screeching, piercing
Sine, cosine, tangent
Like playing a chalkboard on a turntable
Like playing a vinyl on a pizza crust
An endless
poem
Of meaningless
Load me
Yuri will write about cutting herself. I immediately think
What? I question. Why have I been predicting things like this? And why have they all been about Yuri?
Sayori will pretend to be happy. It says again.
YOU ARE READING
My Reality (DDLC Monika Fanfiction) ~discontinued~
FanfictionThe story of DDLC inside of Monika's view. Why did she kill her friends? What really goes on when she deletes them? How does she see the world around her? Started ~ 2/3/19 *TRIGGER WARNING* This story contains depictions of suicide, self harm, depre...
