Dear Depression,
Out of all the people in the world, you choose to haunt me.
I hoped you would leave, but you're here to stay.
You caused this storm, this chaos.
No, I'm not talking about the rain or the thunder.
I'm talking about the way the lightning struck me.
You don't have feelings and you don't have a heart.
You have caused so much harm to me but you don't care.
You don't care that you changed everything in my life.
I lost myself and you were the reason why.
I have to watch each step I take, each step could cause an earthquake on my heart.
I'm held for my actions but what about the destruction you caused.
You took away every good thing in my life, all my happiness.
I'm stuck under a waterfall of problems, problems you created.
I'm surrounded by darkness. The darkness became my friend when I was lonely.
When you went on vacation, I found all the missing pieces to the puzzle.
When I was about to put the last piece into place you came back like a tornado.
Why do you hurt me? And why won't you leave? Why won't you stop?
Now I'm at my worst and you keep screaming, but only I can hear you.
You have chained yourself in my head and I have to find the key.
My silence is enough to know you're there.
I would do anything to feel the pain again, to feel anything but nothing.
I've tried to fix myself, but you can't fix anything with an empty toolbox.
You took everything away. You were the only thing to stay.
My red flags are up, but you have blinded my vision with this darkness.
No candle can save me because I'm not afraid of the dark anymore.
I'm afraid of what demons you will invite to this party inside my heart, inside my head, in my life.
But you have no friends.
I'm not your home, I'm not just a place to stay, Im human.
Sincerely,
Me.
