U know that feeling of being lost inside of yourself u feel like all of the walls u built to keep u safe throughout the years fell on top of u at the same time,it's the same feeling of being in the dark with no source of light not knowing where to go and what u might run into
The feeling that takes every single part of u and makes feel in so much pain like it's tearing apart
When u can't see ahead of u when u can't see the future u only see a wall a wall u can't go through just like it's the end u can't think u can't seem like u wanna eat nor wanna breathe u just wanna stay in peace away from all of this when ur tears dry,and ur eyes become all puffy
Everyone worries but there u r only thinking of the faster u die the easiest it is the faster u die the more peace u'll feel the faster u die the faster u get rid of the pain inside of u the pain that's making u ache
I don't know what to do with my life
You know the moment u find ur self alone ur trust crushed ur hopes as well ur life has no meaning not anymore it's like ur heart and brain were stolen and ur just a body a body in pain nowhere to go nothing to see just u and ur pain it's just u suffering u dying slowly u having the worst days of ur life
U think of jumping infront of a car and that's the step u take to find peace for the rest of your life
U might think this is too much but believe me this is nth campared to how I'm feeling
It's nth when all I'm doing is crying my eyes out it's nth when I find it hard to breathe cuz of this and u can share this with no one it's u and ur feelings no one to listen no one to help u no one to comfort u
Just u and ur pain alone
Just live ur life and trust no one live by yourself cuz once u join others and trust u r going down the drain
