Hi I'm April 14 years old and I always think about leaving my home and just wondering around the mountains and every little part of the world by foot , plane or car , idk but it's always so beautiful, I mean by the pictures that I've seen .. but I'm actually not that really considering leaving at my age (who is?! Not me I tell you jaja un just being fictional)
But some times with my emotional problems that my parents don't know about , I just want to disappear sometimes not like going to heaven or anything but somewhere else then here in the same place every week, day , minute, second, but this is my life, music is my only escape from the world the real world , you know?, But nobody would want that not my "friends" because they "love me" but they don't even notice me sometimes so that's why I want to run away from here and go to the mountains for a while , while I get my thoughts together ... So this is my story..
Hey guys I know I ended my last book but I like this one I'm making because I'm having a really hard time getting together my head because like in the story my friends don't know when I'm there and when I need help with my emotional breakdowns here and there they just leave me there crying like if I don't exist in there world , when they pass by me they don't even glance to me or say " are you okay?" and they say they're my best friends huh I don't consider them my best friends..but you guys are the only one that acknowledge me hehe I love you guys...❤
