A Happy Pill Or A Ray Gun. Choose. (A Party Poison Fanfic) (ON HOLD)

Too Fast

"Toxic are you okay?" i heard the voice of Mikey say, almost panicking, until i became aware that i was crying, curled up in a ball with my arms around my legs, and shaking. I shook my head. He walked towards my bed and layed down next to me hugging me.

"Shhh, it's gonna be okay" he whispered in my ear.  When felt the warm of his body next to me and his breath, i started taking deep breaths and calming down. Finally i made it to stop crying.

"Better now?" Mikey asked pulling away.

"Yeah" i mumbled. I closed my eyes slowly and i kept them like that for a while. When i opened them Mikey was sitting in the chair next to the bed looking at me.

"Are you sure? I don't think you are okay" he said raising an eyebrow, i sighed and turned around in the bed, not letting him see my face.

"I'm okay, trust me" i whispered and fell asleep.

*DREAM*

I was lying in a metal cold bed, with my hands and my legs tied up. I couldn't move. I could scream but it was totally useless. I perfectly knew where i was. I was in the S/C/A/R/E/C/R/O/W, and even to finally confirm it, Korse just walked into the room laughing like a maniac, like he always did. 

"Oh, well, well, Toxic, you are here again" he let out a laugh and continued talking "And you aren't alone this time, well maybe a little alone because some of them may or may not be alive" and he laughed coldly. I panicked and looked around the room with my eyes full of tears, just to see Kobra tied up in another bed bleeding, there was blood all around him, i looked to the other side Jet was also tied in a bed, but you could perfectly tell he only blacked out, he was still here, ot at least that's what i want to believe. I looked into the darkness of the end of the room to see Ghoul into a metal cage, curled up in a ball in a corner of it, shaking and with all the clothes red, red of blood. Then i felt tears run down my face, and turned to Korse and asked 

"And Pa-party?" he smirked at me and mumbled.

"Dead already" he laughed and looked at me "I don't think Kobra is gonna last much more, or should i say Mikey?" he said. 

*END OF THE DREAM*

I felt some arms around me and someone whispering into my ear. 

"Shhh Toxic... It's okay... Korse it's not here... We are here... He won't get you never again... I'm not gonna let him" it was Party, i hugged him tighter and i started crying into his chest hardly.

"You are not gonna can Gerard" i mumbled in between sobs. He pulled away with wide eyes and said.

"You never called me Gerard, you know?" 

"I'm scared, I'm scared of losing you" i mumbled. I couldn't let Korse get them. I had to get the fuck out of here, soon. His dracs are probably already around this Zone. Fuck, i had to get out of here.

"You won't" Party said looking at me, he hugged me and pulled away quickly "Wh-what you were dreaming about?" he asked looking at me with a worried but innocent expression. Dear god, if he knew what i was dreaming.

"No-nothing important" i mumbled and lay down again. I pulled the covers up my head, covering my face. I heard Party sigh. 

"You know, i thought you trusted in me" Party mumbled, what was he talking about? 

"Wh-what? I trust in you" i said, pulling hte covers down and looking at him worried.

"No you don't" he said coldly looking directly to me.

"Party, i do" i said. He sighe and looked down. What was he talking about now? I... i trust him. Why would he think that i don't? What? He doesn't understand that sometime you don't wanna talk about some things? Or? Because i have no idea why was like this now Gerard.

"No" he repeated still looking at the floor, i  looked down at him and saw a tear hit the floor. "Then if you trust in me, tell me what you were dreaming about" he looked up to me. No, no, no... I-i couldn't do that. 

No.

Nope.

No.

No.

I couldn't tell him the truth, he won't let me go then. 

"I don't remember Gee! It was something about Korse that's all!" i said quickly. Way too quickly i think. Yes i did. He noticed that i was lying. Fuck.

"Stop lying" he said looking at me seriously. "I know you were dreaming about Korse, but all also screamed my name and Mikey's name. Please."

"I'm not lying Party! And also you have to understand that are some things that i don't wanna talk about!" I said raising my voice. He sighed, trying to stay calm.

"Liar"

"Oh well, if i'm a liar maybe i also lied to you, when i said that i still loved you. Because i think i don't" i said. His face went pale, and straight with no emotions and he looked down. He sighed and got up of the chair. He looked sad at me and said.

"Okay. You can go if you want. I'm not stopping you from running away" he whispered and walked towards the door. How...? How did he know? How did he know that i wanted to run away?

"Gerard wait! I do it for you all!" i shouted to him, he opened tthe door and turned around to me.

"If you wanted to do something for us, you'll stay" he said and closed the door. I got up of the bed and try to stop him, but it was too late, he already left the room. I sighed and looked around the room. I saw my clothes in another chair across the room. I grabbed them and i put them on. 

I quickly looked around the room and saw that it was pretty much empty and it didn't have any windows. I went out of the room to found that Party was sat next to the door.

"I don't want you to go" Party mumbled with his head inbetween his knees.

"I need to" i said. He got up and looked into my eyes.

"You don't" he said as he placed his hand in my cheek, rubbing it with his thumb. I looked up to him.

"I really do Gerard. I'm so sorry" i said. He looked down to me and leaned in kissing me softly. At first i didn't kiss back, but i finally did and quickly pulled away. 

"See ya" he mumbled. "There's the exit" he added pointing, to a long hallway. I nodded and turned around starting to walk to the hallway