Four years later, I am 18 and I have a wonderful life. I still have some long stretch periods of depression. I still think of maddie and Jessica everyday. I am now engaged to a wonderful girl named mckyla. She promised to me that she would never leave, I trust that she won't. She reminds me of maddie so much. I think god sent me an angel. She has never done me wrong. I know she's the one. She's been my whole world. She's been my life. I will never leave her, she will never leave me. Thank you mckyla. For everything you've ever done for me. I can't thank you enough for being my everything. My love, my life, and my only. With you I'll never be lonely. Nobody will ever love you like I love you. Thank you my love. Thank you for opening my eyes to a beautiful life. Thank you for letting me wake up to you everyday we sleep together. Thank you so much. I can't thank you enough. I will never need anything more then you. You are my one and only. Forever and always. My life story with you is to be continued...
