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"Where's my shirt?" I laughed while searching around Dave's room in only a bra. "Here." He said throwing my shirt at me. "Thanks." I said while putting it on.
"As much fun as this was, I got to go. I promised Y/F/N I'd hang out with her." His face saddened. "Oh well I thought maybe we could watch a movie or something?" I looked up at him. "Sorry bud I promised her." He sighed. "Okay." I smiled and started to walk out of his room.
"Y/N!" I walked back in. "Yes?" He took a deep breath. "Y/N I can't do this anymore." I gave him a confused look. "What do you mean?" "I mean this." He said while motioning his hand between us. "I can't have you coming over all the time just to have sex." "Why not?" I laughed a little. He took another deep breath. "Because I love you." I almost choked on my spit.
"I love you Y/N. And I don't want to be just fuck buddies. I want you to be mine. I want you to tell me how your day was, where you want to eat. And I want to hear all your theories. I want to have movie nights and kiss you when ever I want. I want all of that and so much more."
I was shocked. I just stared at him blankly. "Please say something." "Dave..." "Oh god y-you don't feel the same." He breathed out.
"Dave, I-" I sighed. "I mean I like you Dave, I really do, it's just... I don't think a relationship is for us ya know? I like the whole fuck buddies thing. I mean you're like my best guy friend... who I occasionally have sex with." He looked heart broken.
"I really hope this doesn't change anything between us." "It does Y/N! It changes everything!" "It doesn't have to. We can just pretend it never happened!" He scoffed. "That's the thing Y/N! I don't want you to pretend like it never happened! I love you and I want you to know. The whole reason I told you is because I thought maybe you felt the same." "Dave..."
He walked up to me and took my hands in his. "So you're telling me, right now, you feel nothing for me?" I sighed. I looked up at his brown eyes. They were really sparkly. I had never noticed that till now.
I leaned in and kissed his soft lips and he kissed back but pulled away quickly.
"No. No! Y/N I have serious feelings for you and if you don't feel the same then this whole fuck buddies thing can't happen anymore." My heart sunk. The thought of not feeling his arms wrapped around my body ever again scared me.
Maybe I do love him?
I wasn't sure.
Is love when someone's on your mind 24/7? Is love when you miss the touch of someone after only being apart for a few seconds? Is love when you see someone your heart feels like it's running a marathon? If that's love then, I think
I'm in love with Dave Hodgman.
"You know, maybe you should go? I-I just need-" I cut him off by colliding our lips. He was surprised but soon kissed back. I wrapped my arms around his neck and he held my waist. I pulled away and his lips were slightly swollen.
"Y/N I just said-" "I feel the same. I just didn't realize it until now." He gave me a big smile. He picked me up and spun me around. "Oh my god! This is great! C-can I hear you say it?" His cheeks flushed a light pink but I just chuckled.
"Dave Hodgman, I love you." He smiled again and began to kiss all over my face. "I-love-you." He said in between kisses. "I love you too." I giggled. "Oh my god please say it again." He started to pick me up. "I love you." "Mm again?" He mumbled against my lips. "I love you." He started to lead us to his bed. "Again?" "I love you." He dropped me on the bed and climbed on top of me.
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"Mmm one more time?" "I love you." He kissed me all over my face. "I love you too." I laughed again.
"So does this mean we're like dating?" I asked. "Is that what you want?" I nod. "Good because that's what I want too." I smiled and gave him another peck on the lips.
I then texted Y/F/N and told her I'd be a little late...
