hey this is my first book and fanfic I hope you like it cus Im trying my best and Im realy sorrry about all the Spelling mistakes and shit that Dosent make sence through out this story just like bere with me :) thanx
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It's a Monday today Which meens 1 thing.school.I don't want to go to its horrible.i get bullied and tesed adout my music taste ,the way I dress and the fact that I'm an orphan.its horrible,the things they say to me and do to me I just want it to stop.but of course its not going to but i get it they hate me just like i hate me to.
I'm 16 and turning 17 in a moth which meens at least 1 full year of school left.and when I turn 18 I'm goning to be kiked out of the ophenig because they don't exactly want me there and at 18 they can legally kick me out.
Yey.....
Any whore let me tell you a little about my self my names Lola but most people who talk to me call me lol.its quite an ironic nickname because um hardly ever happy enough to laugh.
I like rock music manly PTV,Bvb,Sws,bmth and alt but I listen to lots more.I am what most people call a typical "emo" . My hair Is brown and comes up to about my bra strap and I have a massive fringe that covers my left eye.I were mostly skiny jeans and band Ts with a bunch of braclets to cover up some things that I don't particularly want people to see.oh and I have depression and anxiaty.
Okay enough about me back to the story.
"lol you better get up in the next 5 minits or else " orderd Anna the careworker
She wasent verry nice and perticaly hates me so ye that's fun.
"im up ok! just picking on out fit "I shouted back "ew I bet she's gonna where her ugly emo clothes"squeeld one of the what I call 'plastics' Holly I think.insted of shouting any thing back I just got changed in to my PTV band T shirt with the pierce the veil logo on it with some black riped skinny's and a black drop dead hoodie pluse a bunch braclets.
then I began with makeup applying foundation and consiler then aplying black eye liner round my eyes then puting some mascara on and some black lip stick .
I guess you could say I love black :).
after I did all of that I went on to the hair.I am planning on dipdying it bright purple soon I just gota save up.I straighten my hair and ones I'm happy with it I grab my PTV bag and make my way down stairs
"eww the emos up"
"ugh still alive then"
"haha look her hoodie say drop dead I think she should"
things like that where said by people in the plastic group there was 12 of them ranging from the age of 10 to 17 and all of them hate me.
there are only 34 kids in this orphenig which seems like lot but honestly its not.
I had an urge to punch the leader of the plastics (Emily) in the face but I doubt that would go well. so I gave them all the 'i don't give a fuck face' and walked off in to the small kitchen
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first chapter done yey if Any one reads this thank you and enjoy the rest
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