It was Cross country 2019 the starting of school, I knew you for awhile but this was when i started to get feelings for you. I started to notice you more and more and everthing about you when you cut your hair that i always wanted to play with, I noticed your eyes how how dark green, and how you have the perfect jawline. Then we started to talk on snap, i called you my everything.... I loved you, and i dont know why. I built walls around me highing that the twin towers ten times higher, and somehow you manage to get over them. My question is why, why did you do what you did. So lets start from the beginning. Cross country i started to sit near you while we snnaped each other, took pics of each other. You made me so happy, that night when you left me on seen, when i told you i liked you, you made me question my self, How did he get over these walls,and i not notice? The next day you texted me hey, I went omg omg omg omg omg. I said hiiii and then we talked about whatever we wanted to. You made me so happy, So i sarted to say hi to your friends to get to know them but holy fuck they hate me. I didnt care though. But when i found out that you were a junior, i went blank....... When you touched or walked near m or even say hi i stop and mt heart beats 37767x faster. But this was only the beganning of our storie which wasnt our storie...It was someone elses storie with you. Lets go on to a couple months later i still had a crush on you, but i started to become diffent people, i started to lose the real me, i tried so hard to get you to notice me, i have 3 other personitles in me becaues of you. I started to have night terros i never wanted to talk about. I stared to notice you more and more. I knew i needed to stop but i couldnt get away. I started to Hang with someone who knew you, then i got told the imformation...
