it's finally happened
I held on for as long as i could
i became so numb to the fact that you'd ever leave me behind
crying until 3 am sleeping through half of my day
I'd spend the remainder of my time wondering why you are this way
i tried to understand, i really did
these walls are dirty, this floor is wet
my feet are bare, i feel all of it under me
waves of exhaustion i am always upset
but part of me always knew
That you'd end up like the rest of them
